I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
» Monday, October 1
hie.
sorie didnt blogged fer at least two weeks.
express me self now.
i noe theres a saying and a song about
Big girls Dont Cry; but everyone cry for a reason ryt.
problems to me is called my life.
seeing trouble&problems,involved, heard it..
its a all tests.all lies.lies to make others noe how u feel.
am not a girl.not yet a women.teenager~undergoing.
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misses:
missing old peeps.
missing healthy me.
careness at home.
time.
ycp peeps.
inniciative from ppl.
honesty.
responsibled ones.
symphonic rhthym.
above love.
him&him?
my 4 pals.
i kept my key safe guarding with my life.
etc. dotdotdot
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detested ryt now:
liars.
step mcm phm problem org.
filty damn dirty cravers.
being at home.
ppl hu mistreat me.
etc. dotdotdot
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found fwens.
named:StyLinG sTyLo
hoping.thanking.
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andand thnx so much to YOU i got that song.
at least someone that i noe wud give me.lol
gd luck to u fer Os.
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gd luck to peeps and ppl i may noe to ur exams!
and& do wish me luck fer my own exams hehee.
do note that i do do things with my heart&soul if really means to me.
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SigNing off.
NaZie
suicidal
7:09 pm