I'm Ella.Naziela
Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
Confessions or confessed?
» Tuesday, November 6
hm.
i said it all.
well it shud be.
i confessed.
if dey won buy it,
i think i hav already known
how to start to live with it.
btw probs' wont go away just like that.
i wish it cud but i know
it will not.
Ever.
i used my time like normal to do
normal simplicity of life.
a teenager.
people call it
trouble agers.
those people are the ones that did
not know it ALL.
good luck trying to
get to know it.
i never like seeing
others detesting,
hating,
to suffer,
being miserable
and not
knowing that they have me
to make them smile.
im saying im
always willing to
give &make anyone
whoever
whenever smile.
that you shud know..
im the one that has been
and will always be
learning and giving two of
my hands to help everyone that i can help.
do stop me if im making
you laughing and smiling and being happy
too much.
because this shows that im stressed up
too much. o.o"
i need to learn how i do my mistakes and
why i did it.
i learn everywhere.
dont ever say i never did study/learn
anything.
it does not make anyone even
me happy about it.
others say i have
time.
but they dont know..
time is not on my side.
time is far upfront in my life.
i have to do every single thing i can
ever do in life to
reach it.
only god will know
when the time i will always need
will ever come to me with just
my a blink of both eyes.
i shall stop.
im having an ache.
and a heavy headache.
medication.running out of it?
tc.
promise to smile before you sleep.?
signing Off
NaZie
Labels: in pain.
8:53 pm
