I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
3 days after i started loving and you left.
» Thursday, April 3
hie.
lately and suddenly i realised i missed u& i loveD u.
haishh.
i ddnt think i wud come abt
i wrote this when i kept thinking of you..
It's the way his pain makes you want to rid the world of bad.
When his laugh sounds more like your favorite song.
When his smile is the high lite of your day.
It's when you're sitting next to him and all you can do is think about those beautiful eyes.
It's the way he says he loves her and you just wish you could switch her postions for one moment.
It's when you hear his ringtone and you get that anticipation like Christmas morning.
When just thinkingabout him gives you butterflies the size of grape fruits.
It's when a girl like me loves a guy like you.
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I want to forget you
to throw you away like an old shirt
to say that i never knew you
but i did know you
i loved you
craved you
wanted you
but you wanted her
craved her
loved her
you didn't even know me
but when you wanted her
did you notice me
as i died by your side
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It started with a smile and a quick hello,
Neither one of us knew how Far this would go,
You give me goosebumps with each Smile and embrace,
I wish I could tell you to your face,
But you have her and this Can never be,
I will never forget those wordsYou said to me.
If only we could be together,
I would hold onto you forever..
now &then i wud write&write&write
into this book.
how i wish i could just show you..
and you read it to urself..
wouldnt life get any harsh-er?
damn..
i cnt jus giv u up.
im gonna tel u one day.
hope u wud say sumthing tht wud make me hapie?
iLoveYou can??
-NaZie
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