I'm Ella.Naziela
Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
Regreting the Beloved.Circulating the trusted.
» Tuesday, September 16
Everything is blue.
blue-k...
ahrgghhhhhhh =r
haish, my mood's down.
i feel that very sorry-guilty-not OK feeling..
remember when i always let go my _ _ _ _, because i dont wanna fight for it.
Well, i see that now.coming again.this time the link is so important to me.
i dont want to let go..and yet i dont want this act' to happen..ever.
For so long ive been like do the 'pray-hard' thingg
>>when i get all this things happening, i really do not want anything to be like
this to happen. i want peaceful..
four words;
If Only i knew..
"Stating the bright news"
about 2-3 weeks ago, chia and i had done two page suggestion
for the principal. it worked.
and The principal agreed to act and had recommendations abt this things.
Chia was so hapiee. i WAS too.
So thats the thing.
"stating the not-so-good news"
-i have doubts
-i still have doubts
-i have to sacrifice alot of 'happy' exp in order to hide those pain in me.
phuuuh, hard ehh..
- need my marks for lit? please.
-i need my most dearest listener..please?
"-Reality-"
i do not want to talk abt now,
other than that...
>?<
haishh~
i am very worried.
i am stressed out.
i want to say leave me alone..
but i wont.
i need the time..
please?
Labels: For you and maybe for the sake of sacrifice.
8:50 pm
