I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
stressed?confused?sickenings?
» Friday, September 19

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So i gave you card dude, glad you really liked it.
Wishes said, been thru those hardships in friendship.
You said thanks, i said too. Thank you again friend for
the unreasonable but needed laughter together.
You wished it, so did ayuu, mira & i.
Friendship last longer then relationships..
'Its too bad, but us four liked it huh..'
May peaceful bliss be by ur side alwes dude!
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im happy for Zul. =)
but i am not for myself lately,
im angry at myself.
because..
of certain things..
haishh ,
sometimes close friends cant even say good words.
Its very hard, very very hard to understand at least 60000 thousand
words from at least each person you will ever talk to..
life's hard. tough and so watever we humans say it.
i have doubts,i have worries,i have a life to take forward to..
not like some people...*roll eyes*
all i can do and react is to be quiet, listen,think, and be wise
of how my life is about to change..
this is so deep then i think it would be.
help??
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lalala ,
chocolate..
im so so so sorry.
so so sorry sorry.
i been making you 'kindof' wait..
wait for what i dunt noe, & neither do you..
so, i reaaaaaaaaally reaaally hope you understand.
Understanding is what i need from you lately.
please dont give up on things so quick?
rmbr whn u say change.. i dunt get a clue what u kinda wanna change..
dont be so impatient, im tellin' you wont get 'hapie' if u end up saying impatient..
sorry again,
we'll communicate again.
ps;iloveyou.apologies..
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gdnite,takecare
-Nazie
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