<3 Sunflowers always make me happy.

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.

OH DEAR;
It was my tomorrow's fantasy i drew.
It was my tomorrow's dream i flew.
It was my nothing when it comes to you.

I still can't believe i'm being so hard on myself.
This feelings is even stronger.
i've never thought i'd be this depressing.
i'll be having those fake laughters and smiles situations.
Those situations occur when you see i'm sad and disappointed,
and would suddenly smile to people's jokes and stupidity.
I'm just showing appreciation, but im sorry,
im sorry for not showing true smile and laughters for that.
It's never because of having faith insibility im like this.
sigh? it's me. it's me. it's me. it's about me this time...

That Dream;
i had that particular dream.
it began with guilt and ended with priority.
i saw you appeared in a glimpse with a friend,
i could not say anything.. but you said those disappointments.
i tried and tried to speak, but i guess you know, "dont speak..."
That friend whispered to me,
" i want you to take his hand and treat him well,"
i was confused, she continued
" i will walk away unknowingly be in love, hold his hands tight."
that was the beginning of a whole lot of guilt for me.
i walked you along that river with slivers of sunlight shining,
over the bridge you stopped.
you told me you wouldnt let go...but
when i finally spoke, i said '' its ok..''
i wanted to continue but you let go and disappear.
No where to be seen. i kneeled down, i crouched myself ..
i cried the river, soothing breeze blew as i tried to wake up..
waking up to dried tears by me, i knew it was a sign.
i love you Friend.i love you dear.

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