I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
People say i'm depressed.
» Friday, October 17
So Let me explain the Situation.
i am the type of person who does not get negative easily.
Now almost everyone that knows me, is trying to make me think positive.
Why?because something hit me, something gave the impact.
That slows down my positivity. And my bright side.
Now evryone in my life that i ever helped.. is
trying to make me smile with sincere.
Cause i just cant.
im having mood swings.
im having heavy thoughts.
Even if it do helps; i want green tea.
Help Help help help?
i dont get angry easily.
i dont get mad easily.
i dont get upset easily.
i dont get get heartbreaks that easy.
i dont react to negativity because i learnt
how to not bother about it.
BUT now,
i cant deny i'm
DEPRESSED.
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