I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
American boy, take me on a trip.
» Tuesday, January 13
Typical school day. What i remembered most is POA theory.ufft.its sooooo long, but at least i understand everything. Thanks to mrKhian.Anywho, as usual cca. sec 1 auditions were todae. but we could only take in 8 students.soo, introductions.. then DrFang came in and chose for us, wisely I'd say. Then thee new drama excos' were chosen. MY fcukpartner is the President! and im the vice president.i rememberd mention this to zaiba, " hey youu, ur b1 im b2..haha rmbr.."(giggles). Ohkay, afterwards, Drfang had to go. Then the cast showed the sec 1s' and the teachers a few scenes we had practice. (script in hand tho) =r Other than that, im just glad i got thru the day just fine.bye.tcOh dear god, give me strength. more strength..
i can't do it. but im believing in myself at least.
You know what i need. Open my eyes, to see someone,
to seek someone, to find faith from one other kind soul of yours.
Although i keep saying i can, im trying very hard to not careless about
all those despair, all those thinkers and souls. Help me god,
Show me your guide. I need you more than ever. More than i ever can think of..
Some have left me footprints, but the wind blew it clear.
i know i cant follow, i wont. But i want to learn. show me a teacher.
Loose the knot from my tongue, that they can understand my speech.
Your only ONE, most merciful most gracious,most powerful.
i NEED You.im crushed inside.
-sigh-
Labels: Too Much for one Day.
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