I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
why why why why???
» Sunday, April 19
FRIENDS WHO CAN BE SUCH JERKS!
i dont why, im choosing you.
but then somehow.. towards him,
i noe i can relate..but i noe he noes nothing abt me..
maybe a little but still he cannot cope with me.
i can already tell.. cause i noe he cant even cope his own life.
how can i ever make it up to you in a way?
will you ever say something again to make me feel better,
like we used to, last time.
and those friends out there.not being mean.
but i think you guys are towards me. stop leaving ppl and friends .
like me..and some other few.
especially youuu.. you somehow ALWAYS forget abt me
when you talk to those cca ppl..
you noe whaat, nevermind its no use telling you even in face2face ritee?
and to you a dear friend whom relate,
you're nice. but i think you're not there really for me.
like i said, i need someone not want someone to be talking abt only them most of the times
in front of me. and btw, be a men already.stand up for yourself.
speakup, make the first move when talking..dont wait wait wait and friggin wait somemore.
i dont like it. dont make me do this again to a guy.
i dont want to hurt you , and you noe that right..
haish. be there for me at least not hear and then join in...
whn i talk abt means i want you to listen and then be there..not JOIN. haish
nevermind pointless.
JERKS WHO CAN BE SUCH FRIENDS.
i am so confused and pointless to say words to help.
help yourself before i help you.
seriously.
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