I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
Thank God its Friday.
» Friday, May 29
i became a NuffNanger. earn some cash by doing what i like.
so anyways. just so you know. im starting to hate the phrase
"relax . it will be okay."
Well, WILL IT ? WILL IT REALLY?
answer me now. if you can . ergf. shut up. nvm. forget it.
i hope tmr i can make it to see some laughter.
i dont want to be 'Bloody fool' right dad?
and plus i really miss my friends. =\
it'll be a short post. so devasted abt today'.
too much to be told in one day. haiz.
i felt like an innocent fly flew by, and suddenly this huge hands
come by to squash it. and then it almost died. but didn't, because
it still had a life. just only broken wings.
(in malay: hidup bernyawa terketil-ketil)Im preety much down. sacarstic, not?
i make stupid jokes that doesnt work. it was too lame.
LAme i tell you. LAME. retarded.
less perfect than the past.`goodnight oxygen breathers.
`good luck to h1n1 people that are affected in spore.
it killed me when all you could want to say was to curse me,
instead of asking if i was okay being late. you even said you "cared"
but you said i was a stupid bloody fool.
thank you. ='(
Labels: im less perfect today. but im not stupid mom.
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