<3 Sunflowers always make me happy.

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it. I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.

the word that starts & ends with a T.what is it?
reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety.

mims, stop singing its alright to me.its not anymore.

disconsolated over and over again.

its like something or someone just use the biggest kitchen knife
and cut open my chest area and pulls open like an autopsy and
just keep stabbing right into the heart or like spilling hot poisonous
toxic acidic thang into it. and then when just feels like stopping,
it somehow just put back the skin chest area back,
and then sorta let a huge scar leave there and then walks away
with a sardine face, and then i walk behind and then someone
shot me in the back of my spine.and its like i turned around
a floating gun pressed on my right side of the forehead.
and then someone from behind grabs me and threatened with a
brand new killing knife. its so shiny it reflected sunlight into my eyes.
at the corner of my eye, i can actually see a group of killing weapons
charging towards me...

and did i mention that was not a dream? and it is how it would look like
if all the reality misgivings would not hide in disguises.

How deplorably bad it might seem. i don't want to be melancholy,
But letting it be is making me a fake person to being H_ppy.
nevermind. here it goes...... i have to get use to it.again..

i might take this one phrase from a good listener..
" You just let it be. "

i might.


zipping that happy mouth.
Naziela.

Labels: isnt this easy? i wont talk. its safer.

Tag to be linked,i'll try my best:)
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