I'm Ella.Naziela

Hey I like Sunflowers, esp those bright yellow and pink.
Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always thinking, I guess I'm just another silence.
That boy doesnt know yet, because his heart doesnt tell me.
My passion is fashion.But i appreciate all types of art.
i rep FMC.i feel happy when i dance.
Oh yes, im 16 by year.
World.. well baby im back on my feet.
» Wednesday, June 17
My blog song currently says so much abt me. somehow.
i dont know why, i really dont.
cause im just so plain drawn disappointed
on how people are right now..
self entertaining is getting bored.
A friend said,
"go get a boyfriend that will love you & give your attention to him"yeah, well easy for you to say.
on my mind only one person and only one.
and im guessing tonight 1230 am, i'll try to wait and stay up. for him.
but either that doesnt work out again..
the only way is the next we meet. which actually means..
'walk by each other and look into each others eyes, and smile'
in one week. next week? 27th. i dont even noe if he's there.
Another friend said,
" if i was a guy i would totally hit on you.."i replied, shockingly-
"ummm, dude you gay or somethin? its ok to tell me you noe. and whyy?"She said,
" well, you can never deny you treat guys very well. more well than girls.sometimes it is weird seeing you single. its so weird i think i should go out with you"i said,
" aww thats nice? thanks yah but you noe.. i dunno.. but are you les, seriously?
dont talk like you are, when you're not.. freaking creepy here.."and the afterwords were just sweet comments. from her,
but i dont really admit i treat guys more well than girls..
i respect each individual equally on each..wellness.haha
but i do. i do respect everyone.
idontknowla. im just single, STRAIGHT and waiting.
(sing-aight-ing)SIDETRACK.ive been practicing handstands.
weeee. only that i still tend to fall on weird curves..
but im gonna get it! i noe i will!
heeh. so happy for myself.
it felt nice when flipping arnd trying.
(altho i sound like a fish dying, but no im human trying breaking)thts abt it.
Labels: nalza please notice me.
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