nazie

Didn't I?

2010-03-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

Don't play the victim, cause the blame is on you.

Everyone except you, i've had enough.

Done.

Poetry was my interest once. now it's just piece in my life puzzle.

2010-03-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

The Passion makes it Wonderful.

Je'taime.

His eyes, subahanallah.

2010-02-20T11:05:00.000+08:00

(I'm in the yellow hairband)

Well news news,
i'm alr fresh member of fityan ghufran. alhamdulillah.
&& umm

Ever since ytd, when i met eye contact with number six.

i was like.. in love with his eyes, so so glistening..gorgeous much!

haha

I AM A HAPPY GIRL!

k, off tonight for chingay.

HAPPY 16TH AIRIEE!

School.Drama.Chingay.Fityan?

2010-02-07T20:47:00.000+08:00

Chingay Moments.
<33

i like guy shirt number six,what's his name?

Confess or not to confess, is the qn.

2010-02-03T13:39:00.000+08:00

i found this picture in my old album photos.
haha so last year.

i like my new blogskin.
its simple and nice,dont you think?

i think so.

ok well my sore eyes are alot alot better.
and had my rest from sch for 3 days. so yeaa preety much relaxed.

Later in the evening gonna head to meet friends and go for Chingay rehearsal.
Chingay is actually fun,not much of tiring tht told me abt.

well if you dont think of it tired, it'll be fun. like dance.haha :))

My New year resolution:

-To do/receive one new thing each day.(at least one)

*thumbs up* wish me luck.

Hiatus maybe?

2010-01-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Recommended,if you happen to have no life.

i'm addicted to it, because i enjoy so much.
Inspiring,believing,convincing,beautiful.
the 2nd after Friends show, i'd say.
hehe.

maybe im gg hiatus.
olvls.
like ms arnita said, Early is the key to success.
that works i tell you. :D

see you soon, ella.

Hiatus much?

2010-01-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

Hello my dear earthlinks.
I know its been long since ive updated,it is because i have been busy. oh wells, rmbr when i said i started revision and studying for Olevels, well i am alr doing.& yes i know some people think like youre starting way to quick. But 'excuse me to those people, i might just get a potential all 3points and above for my subjects. pussrfhht~
haha but anyways, shack that deal.
i have been happy with my 2nd family-fmc. Apologies for not attending many practices,you guys understand.im all study-nerd brainwashed. I'll come wednesdays for sure.i think. ;D
hmm.. maybe i might and may not update the blog very muc often,i'll do when i can.
Oh yeaa, the theme for this year's D&T Olvl is; Selection. toughest theme so far my teacher said. but he also said he believed my badge can do well somehow.
God willing.
Movin on..
today my cca got an offer for Chingay this year. it would prolly be prioritized for the upper sec.yay! which means the sec4s.im so excited if i get in and get to perform for chingay, and meet new people, and work with them. i love meeting new people and make friends.hahaha :D Okay well i have to still strive on to study more and practice more for olvls. i want to be known one day as Naziela the fashion editor. WOW~ hahaha *cita2 tinggi babe*

ok tc dear earthlinks :))

Egypt Wonders. Birthday Celebrations.

2010-01-03T13:48:00.000+08:00

Hello readers. This morning i felt like updating a little experience from my holidays. So first of all, i shall share a lil bit of what i loved and most remembered memories from egypt. I totally fell in love with the Pyramids and Sphinx. gosh they were spectacularly beautiful. i was so happy i got a chance to touch it(w/o the security noticing) and took pictures with 'em. It was great.Lucky enuf i was allowed to see the original tombs of kings underneath the piles of tons of sand blocks. so awesome! i had to wear scarf in order of respect plus my parents want me to. anyway,i enjoy compliments and encouragement haha. anyways moving on... the food tasting there was, ummm new and interesting.edible nice i guess :)
i enjoyed there pita-ish bread, so nice! i loved the Kurma madu, it tasted like ciku fruit thats why. if not i wouldnt have even tasted and ate it.hahaha. Prolly people think egypt>sand>camel... i ddnt ride it coz i ride b4 and it ddnt felt quite nice. but i did enjoy whispering to it HAHA, most of the time i fed it only. i met one at a mini zoo- it was super uber duber adorable!!!! i wish i could bring it home.haha! i also enjoyed the cruise on the nile river it was so beautiful.the river i meant. and and this guy who dance with his huge skirt spinning and spinning non stop. it was so coool! haha i wasfascinated by that. seriously i would pay again just to watch him do it again. and with food maybe.hehehe:D
then the rest more or less i also liked climbing the mountains there. altho it was very cold, i like the adventure plus it was quite spontaneous fun! Ouuuu! not forgeting i also made fire! like a campfire type but a small one i guess. early in the morning near the mountains. cool noe, and i said i nvr knew how to make surviving fire. haha! ok well thats egypt.

What happened after coming back Singapore:

I fell asleep straight after washing up from a 10hr flight.

But at midnight Rush&zul called me talk to me randomly just to diverse then actually sang me abirthday song on the phone! so sweeeeet of 'em. awesome friends dudes! then sis woke up heard me laughing and wished me with a hug too.then bff sms birthday wish.then haziqah then someone i actually receive but duno frm who sms,then nxt early in the morning syusyu & dayah, then cousins, and many more. then i went out for late lunch with fmc,crew meeting&celebrate for me. hehe gee thanx you guys. then chia called to wish me also,ty :).then went out to dinner with family. tired but i very much enjoyed the day.
The next day when i checked facebook, dozens and dozens of friends and peeps wished me at facebook. Thankyou sooooo much! then i stayed home entertain self and sister.:DD v fun!
The next day i went out with the TA-Gang for a picnic early afternoon at PRP. the breeze was great. the spent was great with 'em. Discovered the edward-cullens-who-completed-and-read-eacg-others-mind bfs' ! hahhaaha hilarious day. esp double riding with hidayah,my heart stop everytime she tried to turn. hahaha then new yearscelebration was at home with the family. potatochips and ice lemon tea. not beer.haha

okthats all folks!
love,Ella.N

FMC

2009-12-31T20:01:00.003+08:00

i actually agree with it. xD
when i'm,
Nervous = eat
Stress = eat and hard to sleep
Excited = jump arnd to dance

i'm so random.srry :|
hahahaha
anyways, im glad i noe ive learn so much from 2009.
and i shall avoid those mistakes agn or people or things.
:))))

i vant to vish everyvone

HAPPY NEW YEAR-2010!
may you have a blissful and great year ahead.

ok i'll update soon in 2010 :D

Leaving on a jet plane. (well its A777 actually)

2009-12-18T11:16:00.003+08:00

This will be last post before i go off.
i'll miss my bubbles!
esp zullie rush&zul hidayah syusyu diyana bffrizky!
and maybe that one firefighter i always chat with. haha

Be back soon kays bloggie.

ok takecare world!
xoxo
Ella Naziela

Well, hello mr Curiousity.

2009-12-13T01:16:00.004+08:00

This is might the 2nd or 3rd last post before i fly off.
Packing is very tiring :(

i miss dancing.
but i believe im doing good- just spending time
with my family. it's good right? yea it should be, before
i start again comin home late after practices/studies and
be tired to talk to them. :)

Some people should know that,
sometimes preety girls don't have boyfriends
because they reject jerks,not because they are turning gay/Les
or something. hmm Non-constructive views.
Look from the vantage point next time. a better idea i guess.
:))

Yes, i hope you notice.

2009-12-09T16:05:00.002+08:00

the song speaks helps to say it all sometimes.

for a friendship between us is all want forever,
for a relationship between us is all need ever.

someone like you and me :))

When the world gets you feeling worse...

2009-12-04T19:19:00.003+08:00

i saw this during a beautiful time i just had.

He was holding me, pulling me closer to himself. He then gives a kiss on my forehead, whispering those precious yet so strong giving throb. 'I love you..' The moment itself was essential. the scene disappeared into a let alone path to a deserted coast. it was nearing dawn. he never let go of my body, he kept it close. As much as it was worth the warmth and comfort. His sweet affection gave tears to my forehead.. He looked deep into my eyes and repeated the beautiful 3 words. Then he kissed and... I woke up?!?!
afterwards i felt so intensely emotional like i felt there was as if something was there for me but something else too was waiting for me. oh my God,seriously it felt nice but it felt uneasiness in me too. -sigh-

Holding to another new leaf for extra back up :))

2009-12-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

Holiday&Me.

All new blogspot updates okays?
Do link up my OnsugarBlog, whr im more regularly updating.
http://ella-gokil.onsugar.com/
ok GO!

All smiles dude.

Fuck you Haters.

2009-11-16T22:32:00.004+08:00

im dissappointed with the people i wanted to trust.
but true, by now i dont even trust them anymore..
amatuer thinkings.

Io ballo il mio culo fuori, perché io lo faccio per il bene della mia felicità, alla fine di tutto. I presentano gravi e del mio meglio perché i miei capi mi ha consigliato di farlo. Im a differenza di voi, uno che doesnt farlo seriamente come me. Che tu non abbia l'atteggiamento di una cagna ballerino.

Get it budak?
Even if im younger, i was once reminded by holy quran,
that i have a better thinking. -Doa Nazilah.
( like doa qunut, but its called surah nazilah. go read it)

i moved.

2009-10-08T16:47:00.003+08:00

I MOVED TO ONSUGAR.COM

ONLY SOME PEOPLE i Sempat ASK TO RELINK.

THE REST...
IF YOURE SMART TRYTA FIND ME.

ok toOdles, takecare.

BYEEEE dear you thatalways stares at me and
always KPO FIRST CLASS abt me!

Manhattan Fish Market

2009-09-25T21:43:00.003+08:00

i love manhattan fish market. beautiful food.
better goings for dates or outing with close friends. <33
Thank you, you guys for spending the lucnh together.
time well spent :D

sch felt suckish couldnt really bare much studying
because of fluu. officially fever.

When the truth becomes unbarable and understandable.
When the truth becomes unfaithful.

will i ever meet a shoulder?

Concrete jungle where dreams are made of..

2009-09-24T20:51:00.003+08:00

Ella ella eh eh.
i have no idea whr i placed my hari raya picture.
huhu

Well my first day was Red. Full red in and out. HAHA.
and Selamat aidilfitri to true muslims as said in the few post back.
Forgiven sins are to forget, unforgiven sins are to make you realise.

Late updates due to exams & basically life.
nothing new but yet nothing old. get it.. nvm
My twitter will be updated as usuals so if my blog is not up to date,
my twitter should do it. and facebook status.

currently having coughs& FLU???!
i dont like. suare sengau~
breathe half nose.. lerrrmak then my eyes is like half asleep!
Wake up ella!?

oh yaa, Yesterday was 'everyone-wants-to-shit' Day.
Haha. weird2 joke.

But that was when i ruled the world..

2009-09-15T21:20:00.002+08:00

Everytime i thought it won't make it to the extend,
the opportuniy or even itself will happen.
Whenever i thought it would happen, a tiny..
no kinda huge actually- obstacle will come between.

These actually happens to the both of you.
so whatever it is it'll on the 'BIG' day i will see how it goes.

i have this feeling that im still running but with no
platform underneath. and that i could never turn back somehow.

"Everytime i see you in my dreams, i see your face its haunting me.
i guess i need you baby.."

i miss having to have someone that i can listen to, and to say its gonna be okay :(

2009-09-14T21:53:00.004+08:00

a picture frm, well there are words on the pic so yeaah.

My mood suddenly went down because alot are on my mind Somehow.
i miss that friend that i thought i could pour out to. i miss that other trustie
that i thought i could hang on to. simply, i just miss having to have someone
that cares to listen.at least right. hmm

this week the last week for you know what before exam break.
this week is the last week before hari raya. Its on Sunday O-O`
this week is the last week before setan is unleashed once again. T_T
this week this week this week.. ITS THIS WEEK get it.

" i want to lay down on the (clean) ground and stare at the glazing stars,
or a beautiful sky. and wait there until that special someone comes
and join me. "

my aunt says if you want to be a good wife or girlfriend,
you must always listen to your partner's heart.
no matter how you feel, make sure your partner is in comfort,
and he is in calmness and lovingly whenever he's with you.
(& must know how to cook, so your husband wont starve&can eat alot)
the brakets she was like changed tone.. lol-

xoxo,
Ella

imma be your choice.

2009-09-09T22:31:00.004+08:00

i'll be having lots and lots to help with.
but i am so glad its all gg towards my passionate interest.
nyeahah, go figure aye.

i wanna give a shoutout to friends gg to genting for dance crown,
GOOD LUCK yerr. fiz don noti2. haha. may the best crew wins.

Made some new friends recently. haha lovin the moment.
just love makin new friends. haha

been busy with.. yea ya'll should know.
i'll update when im not that busy. toodles.

takecare readers.

Throw me a kiss.

2009-09-02T21:30:00.003+08:00

i will not deny that guys who have dimples are either
turning out to be hot or just simply acceptably adorable.

i wont bother updating much. cause you dont wanna know.
and zan stop telling to update. my blog my business xP

Goodluck to man&kamil for your Semi-finals this Saturday.
im sry i cant make it on time tht day.but i'll be thre :DD
most support and dope hands raising all the way frm tampines. hee

" the magic 8 ball said yes althe way when i asked every question,
could this be a sign or could this just be a ball who just play games? "

you give me suspense :))

The song tells..

2009-08-30T22:52:00.004+08:00

p-p-p-party everyday.
(just a song)

Some pictures from yesterday.
mostly after suntec dance & after breakfast.
lovin 'em budak2 bangxz!

fee(L)haz(L)Arman(L)
(!!)

xoxo, ella

i realised.

2009-08-30T10:43:00.002+08:00

a delight day with fresh fix ytd. we went suntec to support man&kamil.
and some other friends too. Congrats to them for making in to the semi finals.
soon then, we brokefast together. Such Such a fun time.
just thank god i didnt pee laughing.
then not long after, me&haz went home. great talk there. :))

oooo, i got a new haircut. fringe only.
and, thankyou to those who have complimented it. hee.
so far no insults.
tryna lovin it.

the photos taken ytd, are mostly at my facebook. so go check it out. kk

takecares.

You make me laugh.

2009-08-22T15:46:00.002+08:00

Seriously,

IS THAT ALL YOU GOT?

i just cant wait for chingay next year. wee
and today is the first day of fasting month.
wish all true muslims, happy fasting!

i just cant bother to look your disgusting face.
sometimes i look is because your face is always
infront of me every way i go.
if i wasnt this kind, i would have flick you in the head,
slap your face thrice, kick your tincy area and embarrass
you in public already. Haha
you see, you dont have what it takes to bring me down.
learn it right la come'on before you do it to brag.

if i could kill with my eyes,
you'd be dead by now cause i'll give you killer eye stare.
i pity you disgraceful creatures.

Lets wait and see...

2009-08-20T23:01:00.003+08:00

i will do it for you. because i feel sorry for you.
i just think that we both have a say in this.
i know we'll achieve to proof to some typicals
that we'll be just fine. and that maybe one day
god might give them some love or just maybe
eye solutions to clear their visions.

as for you, im speechless to know such
information. i could bare another chance to
even talk to you. i hope..
i just kinda hope only.

"6 months ago i dated her, and 3 days ago i fell in love with her
so i dont care what you say or whatever not, cause im marrying her tomorrow!"
-The proposal (drew for margret)

Its what i dreamed, i dont wanna lose you.

2009-08-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

1)The movie 'Premonition' made me realised something.
so much about someone that i care about.

[edited]
2) you aint ma momma to tell em they aint got no jeans for me.

3) you dont know your corners, cheepest joke of Life.

4) Do it right before you brag it dude. like whoah fools caplock.

5) if you dont get it, you just dont get it like i do.

one big haha to losers.

6) man borrow your line for this,' i dont know why'

7) i literally got tired of looking at god's personal joke test 's faces.

8) i dont do tincy bf(s). getta load of yourselves cheepen bawds.

"Talking behind your acquaintance is the same as
eating flesh of humans fresh"
"Isn't it disgusting to catch someone else's love? "

i observe you dumb shits. funny isnt it yawl.. HA-HA- blueaaaghk.

Lock &Popping.

2009-08-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

im in love. in love with this performance! check this out.
(if you're a dancer, and plus point you love locking&popping
WATCH THIS! must)

I loved the part when 'em two did locking for the 2nd song.
Gorgeous baby! god its so beautiful lock&popping. its like
phenomenal like that! Dope man. Just super duper uber dope!
i loved the whole performance. its officially my current favourited video!
God bless 'em. HAHA. so ppriceless, i dont mind wasting those 10mins watching.

today i had fun with making khairul asyraf laugh.haha he so happy.
anyways, after school.had cca, had to help plan for a 'stomp' sketch for the
'something' night i keep forgetting the name of it. hehs :D soon after,
caught up with lionel! and went to interchge 2gether with airie,nabiela,amalina
theresa! (its been awhile since i met you) and also others. then me&lionel met up
with khai&bryan. then hung out and fooled arnd. then we went to eat at kfc.
lionel went home :( when the rest of us went into kfc, saw man. then kamil.
then we all sit 2gether eat early dinner. such a funny..dinner it was. HAHA.
then soon after, we went home. (miss cik babat,inside joke with bryan at counter)

im feeling
tired&sleepy&hungry&nervous&excited&confident&anxious&frantic-minded.
i feel alot at once.
funny,i ddnt tell.

will i? or isit you?

Blogger is being a bitch.

2009-08-10T22:58:00.004+08:00

Hello dearest wonders! :)
i am so glad i took the choice of staying at home this weekend.well i did go out on a ____.go figure. So than i finally got plenty and plenty of rest slash sleep.weee!its like at last i sleep soundly. its been hard to sleep with all the rain coming down. but this morning was quite the breeze for a quick nap. it was such a beautiful morning. and a cooling weather in the afternoon. :))

last 'saa-turl-dehh' was my grandma's birthday. but dont know why someone decided to celebrate it on the sunday, 9th. Which was Singapore's independence birthday! wooh! sadastically speaking, i seriously did not get to enjoy ndp. i miss the almost the entire thing. :{ and the encore telecast today, missed that too! ourstufffitourjeans. guess what, single again for national day. Its ok! im fly.im cool with it. haha anywhos, coming back to reflect. It was a Celebrations Weekend :))

I've been thinking about getting a new thing. Which is now my hair's turn to change. im not gonna tell what im getting. coz im still thinking. Bryan, you know, you keep quiet. haha so anyway, im sure to update about the change. hee im so excited to see the results.

what kind of dream is this?
bukak lampunya!

its my last chance to see the light spark.

i hate it when people.. does that.

2009-08-04T22:08:00.006+08:00

The only thing that prolly made me sincerely smile.
and i think the chinese sounds khidir made in class.

i feel very disappointed with alot of people today. its like i could just say anything,just about any mistake that every single one of the person did to me in my lifetime.except for these one apek i saw that ive nvr seen before. weird.

The 7 crushers and the 15 lies.
(lima belas fitnah, prangai tak winter korang)
i found out many lies today. made me asked, is it speak-your-lies day today?
All these rubbish about people. and people about rubbish. it shows me how much you can NEVER trust these exact people. i knew from the start. i knew it when i look into their eyes. They think its sick, but i think i think they're too dumb to do this ridiculous things.i have no word to say about 'em. im sick of tryna say back. so imma just keep quite, and secretly pray to god that they receive something worst than mine and it doesnt involve me.
SO good luck losers.

i have no idea where to go this sunday.
actually have la, but like no.
who got a non sheepish plans that i could come to?
idw boring sunday..

Give it time dear whom it may concern.

2009-08-03T22:02:00.004+08:00

"Cinta itu tidak mengenangkan umur, masa atau tempat.
Namakan saja seseorang itu semuda 16 jatuh cinta bersama lelaki 20'an,
yang mana satu tinggal di portugal yand mana tinggal di singapura,
pada mereka berdua antaranya itu begitu indah di mata. Cinta itu tidak bermata. "

"Namun engkau mengatakan begitu sekali pun, pernahkah soal nafsu diperkenalkan?
Sememang pun cinta itu tidak bermata tidak bertidur niar bersantai, jikalau suatu
pihak hanya mengambil pertingkahan ringan, angkahkan soal nafsu...
cinta berlawanan nafsu hati. "

Love story aside. Those who understand, i must say you are smart about metaphors.
This two verses are from deep throne battle of in love couple. and the opinion of sympathy.
Its in malay, and if translated to english, waaah hard time giving to change. so malay
readers can uh, english too bad uh.

But anyway, Happy advanced National day to every Singaporeans.
be proud cause we're safe from danger so far, Peace thru out, and racial harmonians.

i have no idea what to do on 9th august. anybody got suggestion?

Cause just one night couldnt be so wrong.

2009-07-31T21:39:00.005+08:00

Haha. let me explain the first picture above.
from the far left is bryan, far right is man and
the other one on top is me obviously.
it was taken on fee's surprise bdae. hahaa..
the three of us were hungry soon after fee left,
so we ate a chocolate cake. the candid shot of us.
(fun memories) (the 2nd pic is of me with fee!!) :D

i feel like saying stuff. so let me be kayy.

i think i somehow recognised the smile. O_O?!
andand i miss my bra(bryan), MENTOSIE!(arman) Fee!(fee)
hahaha. and abit of greg. and abit of man. and abit of ffdc&faddies.
OWWWH man! tsk. miss laughing with them,
with super silly jokes or watever stuff.

and i miss gg to dance competition and events.
because i schooling laa.
and facebook say i got scolionophobia. (fear of school)

i have nothing else to say for this while.

Class-Tagline: "uuuhh... WHAT?? me uuhh?"

MY best close friend going hiatus. like REAL soon.

2009-07-30T18:46:00.002+08:00

*turn the lights on* -mj beat-

hhaha lol.i keep singing it ever since i saw the vid on mtv.

anyway. aww, see my friend in tha picture.he's going on hiatus soon.
im gonna be good not evil to him, and remind him every now and then
that he has got to study (!) hehehe.

School has been not cool. it is freaking hot. especially yesterday.
not today you know, yesterday. in class i sit super near to the windows :r
However today, it was sunny but breezy. Alhamdulillah subahanallah! amin.
and i never really had a laugh like really funny for a long time, but thanx
to ayuu,chia,airie and diy.. i had one great silent smack of laughter with 'em.
me& chia today suddenly said " aku nak boyfriend boleh?".
when we dont really hast for it everyday. HAHA. like funny.
indonesia say it ' tumben sik?

well. ok thats abt it for today kayys.
andd i hope bryan would go out with me this sat to heeren.
and i hope i can pass superflying colours for EOY.
ITS LIKE IN 9 WEEKS!

ok takecare the on reading this.

imma do what you gon' do to me.

2009-07-28T21:05:00.007+08:00

i am just so sick & tired of people who judges without knowing their facts.
i am so freaking relentlessly tired of people who are does not see the small
important things that IS gonna matter in the future. i mean what's the point
of telling people you care about it if you just seem to be just looking at it.
Sometimes these people just don't realise they are doing it. Some people
think they so important they might think they cared enough to look and smile
to things like this. Some of these people tend to just frigging think and care
all about themselves. i mean do ya see the world livin right infront of ya?

i am practically maybe not in good terms and words. but i just wish at least
the percentage of people who actually see the world in a different way,
would just for once like let me know.. i'm not alone, go up by like one person.
i am so sick of facing relevant arrogant, not confident, self-centered,
low esteem, thinkless minds type of people almost every hour.
Everytime i breathe, i can actually smell these filthy chikopek people.
-sigh- why the merepek-ness people,

What had happen to the world?

to that triple x person who commented,
i dont care if you wanna say whatever shit from your shitholes
about my life. Just so you know, my blog- is not about my life.
So if you wanna go on and say, just a piece of advise..
have guts and write your name. tell the whole your nice name.
pity your parents who gave you prolly name.
dont be a sherlock dumbass.

i have cool friends.

2009-07-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

congrats to fresh fix to clinching 3rd @ Da showcase 8
yesterday,25th july 09.

Super tired. morning had something practice something.
then met arman Mentosie! shopping awhile. i bought a new bag ;D
then had lunch when soon fee joined us. then went to youth park
and met up with the rest up in tha picture.

then went to long john silver to accompany some of 'em eat.
then went back to youth park to help with some stuff.
then yadayadayada. then performance.
oh my god. i cannot believe i met phaliq thre. hahhahaha.
Then i was so melted by all the bboyers, and there were 3 bgirls there.
i keep telling greg and bryan, i so very much in love with bboys.
(what its hot to me. like megan fox turns on other guys)

and this one group, i think it was b4c. one of the bboy did windmill
and the judge said if can he wanted him to do it for 1hr.
omg hello ppl can die doing that for 1hr, what else do 1min alr tired.
its really not easy to do it know.

so well i did enjoy the day. even tho i had sore throat.
i think i finish a carton of the neWater sponsor.
lol kidding. well i did take alot of water. free whaaat hehe :D
i almost lost my voice. almost only right greg.
oooh and i saw this green guy that i really wish i could have hugged.
ok not really it was in a green costume dinosaur. the barney friend.
but but but i wanted to push over the barney. but i was sitting down.
but never mind.

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2009-07-22T21:24:00.004+08:00

im trying to upload this pic i found at greg's fb.
its a candid pic of Arman helping me with split.
(now im sick, cnt practice yet)

today, only 2hrs of sch. i went to appt with mom.
then soon after had late lunch at Jurong Point.
then we wentbrowsing at jurongpoint.then,
we went to granauntiy's house. grandma was thre,
so took taxi frm boonlay to jurong east there.
then i slept for a while, coz my headache got worse.
when i woke up, abg nazli pickd up us up and went home.
i think i have fever. i feel cold, but im hot. ok nvm.

i'm gonna head off first.
have-to-sleep-and-rest ughhhhhh.
-_-

takecare ppl.

i just want to get to know,
so i won't make a mistake.

if you wash ur body,
wash ur hands too.
clapclap (:

Just tryna meet'ya.

2009-07-21T20:34:00.002+08:00

Just brrowsing thru my youtube a/c and saw this vid.
i just love the choreo. its so pure. i loike. and reminds me,
im learning a choreo frm khai to this song. im nt sure whose is it.

i miss cyberworld abit, cause its been ages since ive online.
so imma do what i can while i can :D

Recently i'm having flu. (berdesing kalau bersin)
my class had special treatment since ytd,(monday)
because one of my dear classmate has confirmed +ve h1n1.
feel sad for him. and scared abit cause im having this iritating flu.
Here's the catch, when i try to say 'my nose', it sounds like, ' by dose'.
The syllabic for m or n becomes B. -__-
For what its worth, i tried my best to say it correctly.
(ayuu, i tried many times.no matter what my oral pass for band 1 eh)

anyways, i have the feeling one other classmate of mine is gonna
get h1n1 also. :X im not praying for it but feeling je kan.
my class number is 34, going down to 26 because 8 absent of fever.
and almost 12 in class were coughing and sneezing. almost only 14/34
are healthy. omg, very sad.

Thnx mom for understanding my flu situation.
and giving me that orange-y immune vitamin thingy water,
instead of medicine. ma i know you know me. haha i hate medicine.
and no thanks to abg for playing with the mask im wearing now.
literally saying stop pulling it to him now.

ok pictures that i owe since many events, i will upload 'em when i can.
my own comp also sick, keep sleeping and wouldnt switch on.
anything go to some of my friends that ive gone out with,
maybe they have the pictures up. :D

My 260th post.

2009-07-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

Today i learnt many things.
Especially on strecthing for a split & reaching for it.
Thankyou many2 yea arman &khai & those that were thre to help too.
one day i'll take a picture to how low i can go.
but i admit i cant do split cause im not pro, duhh. hahaha
but willing to learn! wee. im sure if i work hard i can do it one day!

im booked tmr. whoaaaaaaa. takpe this what i like, busy for a reason.
out with Kaknad, then maybe go umm yea. then go learn a choreo.
it shud be the choreo of, 'Bleeding Love-leona lewis' from So you think you can dance.
YeAP shud be can la. HAHAHA. nvm inside joke. cannot thank enuf to those
who help me to my jumpstart.

i had fun with khai,arman(mentosie!),fee,haziqah and hazirah
when before their prac started. HAHA, they soo cute. and funny.
we played arnd and took a vid of the Cadbury Ad, eyebrows naik2!
one fine day i upload the vid? maybe,maybe not.
we also sang happy birthday to FEE!
haz made a chocolate cake for her with smarties arrange '15' .
aww so sweet. =)

thats abt it. i found out i had scolionophobia - fear of school. xD
funneh.

if this time my patience wont let you see me,
i have no idea who im gonna like after this
but myself and wall-e.
its like a go figure by einstein jackson.

Ella is going on patience hiatus, maybe.

2009-07-15T22:30:00.003+08:00

in my previous month posts, i said i'd share my favorite
youtube vids.
so heres a continuation aye. enjoys.
(favourite from my youtube a/c)
FYI: these are from Ellen kim& kyle hanagami.
(woo,luv 'em)

much abouts.
i don't really know if its migraine or
just a really draggy-blinding headache i have.
i wish it can go away, i cant practice trying to kick up for handstand.

i cant get proper sleep last few fortnights. wanna why? i'll tell you why.
This 'lobang-pantat' from god knows where, got my number from someone
i do not noe in sch. he kept insisting and denying he was rejected by me.
he called me for almost 3-5 times in the morning. which when i was sleeping &
when is it was arnd 1am-2 am. (perangai honolulu) So then, i sms this 'lobang-pantat'
back. i said, "Who the hell are you? im tryna get some shut eyes. mind the time. there's
this thing called afternoon. & i do not noe any zafirah in sch. and i fckg hate it when
people like you disturb me sleeping."(sorry 4 my tone, i was sleeping and jerks like this calls)
So then this jerk replied, " sori. my fren was drunk. sori once again". i read it and i was like
' peh senang mintak maaf' (with ease you ask forgiveness,hmpf) then i wanted to reply,
"Slap his face, kick his dick, pinch his nose &send him home." but then i just went to sleep.
which took me quite some time to go back to.
Moral of story: Don't ever call a girl sleeping after you're rejected by her.

funny but irritating.
i needa sleep. sorry to those chatting wif me,cudnt reply much.
so anything you peeps call up or sms my number. aye okay?

/to the World, takecare.

//to the one reading this, do my poll on your right hand side of the screen. hehe

I got the feeling, tonight's gonna be a good night.

2009-07-13T19:07:00.007+08:00

[pictures were taken at Lah De fuse]

I friggin miss these two partner in crime of mine. Bryan and Khai. tsk

its been so busy lately that i haven't got to see them.
ive only like chatted with them, but not face to face.
Nevermind. i hope to see you both soon okays.
i miss alot of the sily things we talk abt and how we talk silly.
hahahaha.

School has not been really fine. tired every time the was about to end.
tired of thinking and squeezing my brains out studying.
its ok, im keen to work very very extra hard for my benefit.
Go ME!

On the spotlight tho..
im getting two tickets to the Singapore Grand Prix in September '09.
one ticket is for me, the other has an empty spot,yet still.
So i told zulhusni,
if i had boyfriend by then i bring him. if not,
i bring him-zul. HOWEVER..
to be fair i'd still want it to an open offer.
so Other peeps You are most welcome to convince me you'll
be a fun partner to come with me to watch the F1 racing!
So if the Lucky one is late, i shall bring zul. HAHA
sorry zul, hope you understand. i know you do. youre my good friend.

Takecare the one reading this :)

ps; my name means- The holy happiness from heaven,

and my name is only one word. Nazilah :)

Fireworks in the rain.

2009-07-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

"Ella had fun watching fireworks in the rain tonight."

im just updating awhile.. (sempat)
soon i'll edit back this post for the pictures.
hehe.

they was spent just nice esp the evening.
watch a lil bit of ndp and then the fireworks.
it rain when the fireworks started.
everyone ran for shelter.
But foolishly but i think its sweet if youre with a byf/gf,
i walkd 1/4 to shelter..and went back to the viewing area.
i stood there drenched, but caught a beautiful view of the whole thing.
it so Spectacular. one of 'em had heart-shaped, ' ooooh preety'
you people shud watch it, if youre in singapore :)
esp those who are dating couple or att couple, go thre after dinner arnd 8?
Go Go Go. don miss it. if i had one i go with him. (:

[pictures to be uploaded soon]

ok takecare world.
im down with flu again :r

how i wish you notice.

2009-07-11T08:49:00.005+08:00

TAG REPLIES;
to Arman! : haha, yes ella is ur mentos supplier. see you soon too!

to MissZxy : Eik ikot tepi kain orang eh.(stalker) hahaaha. i'll link you la kays (:

to Eliza : HEYY!! im doing great, long time didnt see ya.

The next phone i'll be changing to (insyaallah) :]

school is so worked up. i want to have fun a lil bit.. please?
goshh, because of the sec 4s this year.. sec 3s can already feel the pressure
for Os. Sec 4s dont see it or admit it because they think they stress or what ever.
Then US, the sec 3s suffer, cause teachers dont want us to be like you guys. wols.
So that we hit better grades. THEN, now when sec 3s need teachers for help eoy,
Sec 4s need them also. what the ff-ish?! Its too late for you guys know that? tsk.

i broke my newyear resolution: Not to profane anything or anywho ever.
(i broke it because people made me so angry. and had to be LOW EQ)

Re-New resolution: Go with flow of life, and figure it out.
(a teacher said to me: better with a partner,im like what)

yea thats about it. plus rmbr i had 3 test in a row.
well 1 done, 2 postponed next week. OMG :r
tired.

Today i will spend the day with
ANNE.
at marina barage. or mayb henderson waves.
toodles.

takecare the 9 sick friends.
*heal the world* :D

High on CHILLI.

2009-07-08T21:48:00.002+08:00

.

later in this video, maybe near the end.. there is this handshake-kinda-thing game.
It looks so fun. i notice this very long long long ago, when the song premiered.
But i happen to browse thru it today. and oh my how i wish, i knew that game.
So then... mayb i teach a few close friends, then we play it. it'll be so fun.
i told my cousin she said, "it'll be cute if you had a friggn byf and only you both you knew"
Quite true. because, i agree if a couple have this fun handshake, everytime theyre
bored they could do it.. like awww. yeaa gee i wonder if that wud come true for me? O.o

So asides.
i realised many ppl outdated abt real things. like how people arent people.
haha kiddings. sooooo im taking a break from poa-ing. my my principles
of accounts isnt really easy to cope when its all formats&formats&formats.
well my flu gone down. believe or not, my temp this morning was 37.8 but
by noon it went down 37.3. phewww.

can i want to go out with someone that wants to..
watch movies at cinema all day, and eat candy and drinks.
i wanna watch so many movies. hurhur...
*chaching hand move*(inside joke)

decently charming i'd say.
see'ya.

i love who love me.

2009-07-07T20:47:00.007+08:00

Saturday,
i went out buy things. Take things.
i met peeps. went to watch gig outside esplanade.
the last boom of fireworks,
reminded me & man of last year's failed plan to watch it.
Well spent gig moments. then i went to grab small bite with peeps
and went home. too sleepy and tired of the morning incident.tsk.
Sunday,
Woke up real early, like 630am? "i know its SUNDAY ??"
well im up for an okto filming show. its a season 2 of aaaa.. go find out.
im in it for alot of.. scenes maybe? teehee. interesting it might be.but lame.
So then soon after left for sentosa "party" with some faddies and ffdc.
to celebrate birthdays. Well i missed it coz i was late due to heavy rain?!
~~2hr wait.~~ And i was convinced to come for dinner.
had dinner at vivo. then went home with bryan.
Monday,
i had morning cold. bcoz of the two nights of raining
& sister switched on the aircon for the night. brrrr
and i spent the day doing some homework and watching
discovery channel. heh ^-^V
Then the whole family, included kak nani(abt2be inlawsis)
went out to airport to eat at Earle swensens. i ate a lil more then expected.
the dinner was to celebrate the new-coming and fathers day.
i know ppl say why so late.. ok i tell now.BECAUSE, on fathers day,
my first bro's engagement day. SO, yes we were busy that day.
then day end.
Today,
i was not happy about school at all. nasib late lunch was spent well.
With ANNE. then went to tamp 1 with airie to see things and
read books at times:P i don't really know why that reading at times was fun.

ok quite long update. amek kau danny.
so now.. i just realised once more tmr i have 3 test.
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. so tired for the day..
must-stay-awake-and-stu-dy!!! no.

[flu can go away for awhile?thanks i love you k.]
[*buntu utk design&tech.Not fair. someone help me in technology?]
takecare world.

if you could just notice..

2009-07-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

To Khai&Rush..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
14th & 17th.

update.
i learned new tips for handstands and split.
okay, i must admit the split is just for fun.
but the handstand is something i want to achieve.
So okay, i know i think im almost there from
a full handstand, coz at one point my hands wasnt tired..
and my head rush felt real good. real good. hee
im practicing everyday whenever i can. ;q

First week of sch.
Well it was..uhh okay ah. my body is still like
'holiday-wake-up'. first day aje late. tsktsk. heehe :P
but the rest of the week i was just on time. today i was a lil early.
improvement ehh. and the class sitting arragement was changed.
im right infront. okayla, i'll b a gd student and pay attention more.
timetable is not gd. i' might end early then usual..
but the day will be unorganised. so how? someone help? :r

yaa udaa dong. selesai.

im hungry but sleepy.
so im gonna eat supper and sleep.
tmr saturday. im gg to suntec & rehearsal.

Life goes the way you never thought it would.

2009-06-30T22:37:00.005+08:00

Just a random pic, i think it was 23rd of may this year.

//So anyways, pizzahut workers sure made the joke of the day.
i celebrated ANNE's anniversary with nadd and airie.
nany was not able to make because of certain 'reasonable' sleepy reasons.
Haha, but worth the while celebrating it again at pizza hut. We made tons of
jokes and how the girls thot guys there were cute and all.. but i think only
one or two were. and the rest is all with them two. haha. i mostly focused on
getting my food done and re-fills of coke. hehes. We took pictures but sadly i cant
upload nor some of them isn't with me. sooo.. yeaa okay thts ab it.

//Ytd was first day of sch for others. but today is the really first day of sch re-open
for me. The first response i get when i stepped into class, "Nazie, You ok or not?"
apparently without realising my feature was actually very pale. -_- no wonder.
Everyone in class was like "staring" at me. kinda creepy to me. but wth.
i was fine after awhile. Plus im a lil bit happy abt the new timetable for class. yipee.
so yeaa. two of my friends are really sick. Amalina&amir, i hope you both get well soon :)

// i still keep wondering.. why friends nowadays keep asking me if im attached or not..yet?
Dudes&dudettes, chill uh.. im still single ok? i'm fine ty. and plus cmon la,
im just waiting for it to come or wtv they say, patience gives the best ya know.
Letting time do its magical wonderous things for lovelife aite? hehe ;q

ok toodles for now.
takecare people whom may concern. =)
xo

Closer.

2009-06-29T22:42:00.007+08:00

//Congratz to grp who won @ Lah de fuse comp last sat. i came to support all.
ok well not all, but those that im familiar with haha. The event was Great. =]
-
//Aku dijangkit dari kakakku. sudah dua hari dua malam
aku bersin dan batok.
shizzles
//So school starts today. HAH~!
i didnt come coz im suppose to isolate and eat panadol every 3 hrs.
i had running nose and coughs.
but i manage to catch back my nose from running Away. heh- (tak kelaka ke?)
so then, hrm i rmbrd sms-ing gdfriend bryan.
and sleeping on mom's bed. i dont know why i fell asleep there.
hehe. best, the texture is sooo..ZZZ.. (?)

then umm. i did everything i could when i couldnt really.
i filled up the declaration travel forms.. i tested out signatures.
then.. heh.. i eat. munched o tobleron bar. yumyum.
okok donedone.
takecare people who know me. xo
(the next shoe im aiming)
(i dont care if i have to go all the way arnd spore)

is it ok if i want to really get to know
this one guy i think who is really
handsome and goodnatured type?
ok imy.

i want to stay near my cousins. please?

2009-06-29T17:19:00.002+08:00

// My fav cousins stay all the way on the other side, Jurong.
ever since i was 8 i wanted to live near them. study in the
same school as them. why mom? why did we move from
jurong to tampines. hurhurhur. if i was near them right
now, i could totally meet them. like for a movie or something.
i miss catching up with them. hurhurh.
-the differ of living jurong and tampines. tsk

TAG REPLIES.

TO rush: HEYY YOUU. haha. sure you can join the club.next time
we take photo together2 okk =) (replied tag at yours)

TO halim: ok sure. But you didnt put your link, how to link?

TO Arman!: HAHAHA. okays. sry late tag reply.

TO Bryan: You betcha! haha. =D

TO iea: okie dokie. i link you soon. ;D

TO sofya: Your welcome. =]

TO passerby: ermm, thanks ya =D

okie done.

//Saturday was great, but i still think it was missing something.
and some i cant believe i got sober with green tea infront of bry
man greg..so any ppl. *close face with both hands* australian magazine!
Hehe, but it was fun.
(piece of advise to guy; please dont give me green tea.
it either makes me high or drunk or sober. respect that?)

ok toodles.

Chocolate love.

2009-06-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

Check this out, haha. it's so fun to watch =DDD

dad didnt go work today.
when i got home early today, he saw me eating chocolate bar.
then he complained..or sorta stating the fact.
he said, "azii?! asyik mkn sokolat ajeerrr. mcm ner tak cute adek ni!
abes lah tembab yg satu ni"
Translation: "Azi. Always eating chocolate only. see how, cute tis girl!
see again chubby this one."

hehe, what can i say i love to eat.
see my sister once askd ,
will i tell a guy im dating
that i dont watse food at all? (like eat-lover)
i said, yeapp i will.
why? because, he has the right to know who i am.
what if im married one day, i cant hide it when im married to him.
right? hhahaha. i stay true the person im gg out with/love/like. =)
what about ur deal with wrong orders?
ummm. oh kay tricky. but yea maybe just maybe i'll tell........
when he asks me about it..
(you see, i get really upset with my food getting mixed up)
okay enuf abt this =q

tomorrow is SAA-TURL-DAy!
wonder who am i gonna see thre?
wonder what type of shoes im gonna see?
i cant wait for 'shoe gallery' heheh.

im feelin a lil crave for green tea.
those who knows, jeng3. jagekan k ? ;p

Happy happy ella.

2009-06-25T23:49:00.006+08:00

Thankyou(ty) to my number 1 fashy good friend.
Through thick and thin of ugliness, he fought thru with me
to find my gorgeous baby phat cat Hi. one wish off the list.
HAha, im so happy. havent got the time to take a picture of it.
so i took from the magic of net img.
LOOK LOOK LOOK.

teehee=p
this picture doesnt show exactly mine, coz mine has a gold lining.
WOOHOO! and it was on offer From $198 (*coughs*) to $98.
chaaa-ching.. $-$! gone-

i gotta say i agree a lil bitty-itty frm what bryan said to me..

bry: " i told you it doesnt work that way of mindset nazie.."
Me: "It does, you know why?"
bry: " WHy"
Me: " it works even tho i say if you put your mind set to eat
and think its not gonna get you fat.. then its not. if you tell yourself,
'omg this is food is fattening' then ur mind tells the body to get fat."
Bry: " ohkayy...."
Me: " so... now i admit it tht i see "phats" arnd.. me.. it still works..
BECAUSE i add to mind set of doing pushups and stomach crunches to lose
it abit.. hahhaha see?"

then you dont wanna know how far off the topic went..hahahahaha.
(Bry: This is one serious funny shit!)

so anyways. tmr im booked for yea you know..
and saturday.. im gg to Mount cough cc. hhehs (bt batok cc)
for thaa.. yea you know..
and sunday..nothing planned yet..i think. i said i think.

okeylarh, ella hungry hungry..
hmm. hehe.

The song Me& bryan made today:
normal tone
Nazie hungry hungry
hungry hungry nazie.
Bryan hungry hungry
hungry hungry bryan.
angry shocking tone
BRyan IS FREAKING BROKE!?!
normal tone
Well...
Angry shocking tone
NAZIE MIGHT AS WELL IS FREKAING BROKE
too!??!??!

to be continued..

nitios coolios.

// Khai &arman joined in the club of
' Cool people muke maintain' =D

B.e.a.u.ti.ful

2009-06-24T01:00:00.001+08:00

sent back grandma home to jurong, auntie's house.
so then i helpd mom clean up house again.
still worn out from the event last weekend.
i feel a lil sick-ish.. so did nth to improve..
so i sleep it off.

yadadadada

i miss my bestfriend, bra.

ok gdnitios coolios.

Ella loves baby phat.

2009-06-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

Semalam i called you,
You tak answer
You kate you kluar pergi dinner
you kate you dengan kawan you
But when i called tommy he said it wasnt true.
So i drove my car to Damansara
Tommy kate maybe you tengok bola
tapi bila i sampai,you, you tak ada
Lagi lah i jadi gila.
So i called and called,sampai you answer
You kate, " Sorry sayang tadi tak dengar"
"my phone was on silent, i was at the gym"
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain
Sudah lah sayang, i dont believe you
Ive always known your words were never true
Why am i with you, i pun tak tahu!
No wonder lah my friends pun tak suka you.
So i guess thats the end of our story
Akhir kata, she accepted his apology
Tapi last kita tahu she ws cheating too
With her ex-boyfriends best friend...
Tommy

Kantoi.

Kantoi- Zee avi

my comment; shes a really sweet singer =D

Worn out.

2009-06-22T18:13:00.005+08:00

(this picture taken today when i was really bored surfing the net)

the pictures of the engagement is still in cameras.
but if you know one of my aunties facebook, ikin..
then you go go find yourself. im so tired from ytd..
ddnt sleep well for almost 3 days. O_O!
pluuurbb. nevies, im happy abt saturday nite. ;D

and and this comin sat.

but im having a really hard time, bcoz the person
whose suppose to contact me back abt the ticx have Not yet
to call me or wtv.

berhgeeezs. pls contact me really quickly quickly.
thnx.

ytd, i met my little nieces and my new bby cousin.
im so glad i got a kiss and hugs from them.
soo precious.
(i wonder if im gonna say that abt my husband one day=r? )
thts abt it. im tired and hungry larh.

Last but not least..
Selamat Bertunang
Siti Muliani & abg Didi.
(nani<3nad,awww)

drink loads of fluids okayy, dun wanna get too unwell.
i do wanna bump into you this sat okay? ;]]

Engaging conversations.

2009-06-21T00:37:00.004+08:00

I wont say i want to rush,
but everytime i think of it..
my heartbeat is like uneven..
like like UNbelievable.. teehee.

Real-life;
-
i totally am tired of this work arnd the house.
my bro is getting engaged tmr, which is in
a few hours. =| its all pink themed,
and mayb a lil bit of red too. =\

+
on the brightside, 90% greenlight abt
my dance again from my parents. wuhuu!
just maybe.. i can then send in my O.sch registration.
weeeeeeeee. i want to learn bboy moves. i don care.
i dare to. =p

inside the cardiac;
++
i totally wanna smile at you again.
i totally wanna dance with you.
i totally wanna move my rhythm with you.
i totally wanna play the lovegame with you.
i totally wanna see you be all cute with ur random moves.
i totally wanna bring back home the moment you smiled at me.

*melts* (cannot tahan s1a)

tc yah. =)

Tagged quiz chain.

2009-06-19T15:51:00.003+08:00

Im doing this bcoz my dear bryan listed me second.
AND bcoz i im bored.

1.Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
forehead, im nt sure..

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
BLURR,then my bro threw a paintball bullet at me.

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
nina&liana

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nopy nopeh

5. Would you ever donate blood?
ermmm.. (to bra; " jaiho~~")

6. Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
zul

7. Do you want someone dead?
kinda

8. What does the last message say?
"the strings you ordered for the hantaran gifts enuf?
Plus help me organise deco ty muahs.."

9. What are you thinking right now?
That one bboy who sadly is unwell today=r

10. Do you wish someone with you right now?
yeap yeap very much yeap.

11. What time you went to bed last night?
1210 (few mins ltr he online darn.)

12. Where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing now?
Esprit&Mango.

13. Is someone in your mind?
YeS =}

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
My cousin.

15. 10 people tagged to do this quiz (those who has done it already, nvm la. i tag for fun =p) :
1.Bryan
2. knad
3. Sulaiman
4. nadd
5. airie
6. syaff
7.iea
8. chianne
9. abby
10. zaiba

16. Who is 2 having relationship with ? knad
Nobody hha

17. Is 3 male or female ? Sulaiman
male

18. If 3 & 5 get together, would it be a good thing ? Sulaiman & airie
HAHAH, cnnt make it. they irritate each other

19. What is 1 studying about ? Bryan
Hahah i noe this- ART,bio&other sec 5 things.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with 5 ? Airie
umm.. i think last night.

21. Is 4 single ? Nadd
i know that she know that i know what she know abt what i know. ^^

22. Say something about 2 . knad
she is my only biological sister.

23. What do you think about 3 & 6 being together ? Sulaiman & syaff.
'AWWh, my two close friends..neh' but they dont noe each other.

24. Describe 1. bryan
my cool-hiphappening-fashionable-awesome-and-very-very best Friend.

25. What will you do if 5 & 6 fight ? Airie&syaff.
No chance, two gd girls.

26. Do you like 5? Airie.
yuhhp, she is my closest shopping friend.

27. Who is 7 to you ? iea
One of my bestest Cousin AND friend.

28. Is 7 & 2 enemy ? iea & knad
Nope, theyre cousin to each other too.

29. Do you love 10 ? Zaiba.
HAHAh Yeap, my fckpartner.

30. What do you do if 8 decided to commit suicide ? Chianne
hrmm. die with her! hahah kidding of course i stop her.
tell her i love her too much.

31. How long have you been friends with 9 ? Abby.
WOW. forever since we were babies.

32. Say something random to them. 1 - 10.
nga jaj jhaha jag naga. -adopted frm the guy at the ochard st with no language. =D

Tonight it'll begin.

2009-06-18T23:09:00.003+08:00

Look whose laughing now.
Spinning around when love was found.
I should be lucky knowing only you.
Walking through the maze gracefully.
You made me somebody but yet not even i can see it.
Well honey, baby i can see clouds and rainbows.
You keep me high-minded.

damn..(in a g00d way)
__________________________________________________________<3___
I'm leading upward bound, over the quilt.
Well if the plan goes way beneath.. I'll remember.
" well you prolly ARE less clever than everyone. " so..
Give me back my friends you fusk nuggets.

You in mind.

2009-06-18T13:14:00.002+08:00

this morning, i woke up thinking
what you might be doing at the moment..

now i feel like i want to go somewhere calm and beautiful.
just a good setting of calm breeze, seeing someone you love,
reminiscing the good times you have had since.
but nah its all not there yet. i wish.

i hope to see you again.
i hope the rainbow goes over the sky again.
i hope some people realise me again.
i hope you somehow notice me next week.
i hope for Nike dunks to be on offer sale.
i hope someday people stop killing.
i hope i will get one thing that i love.
i hope for you.

Plain Yellow Day.
i miss someone.

World.. well baby im back on my feet.

2009-06-17T21:32:00.004+08:00

My blog song currently says so much abt me. somehow.

i dont know why, i really dont.
cause im just so plain drawn disappointed
on how people are right now..
self entertaining is getting bored.
A friend said,
"go get a boyfriend that will love you & give your attention to him"
yeah, well easy for you to say.

on my mind only one person and only one.
and im guessing tonight 1230 am, i'll try to wait and stay up. for him.
but either that doesnt work out again..
the only way is the next we meet. which actually means..
'walk by each other and look into each others eyes, and smile'
in one week. next week? 27th. i dont even noe if he's there.

Another friend said,
" if i was a guy i would totally hit on you.."
i replied, shockingly-
"ummm, dude you gay or somethin? its ok to tell me you noe. and whyy?"
She said,
" well, you can never deny you treat guys very well. more well than girls.
sometimes it is weird seeing you single. its so weird i think i should go out with you"
i said,
" aww thats nice? thanks yah but you noe.. i dunno.. but are you les, seriously?
dont talk like you are, when you're not.. freaking creepy here.."

and the afterwords were just sweet comments. from her,
but i dont really admit i treat guys more well than girls..
i respect each individual equally on each..wellness.haha
but i do. i do respect everyone.

idontknowla. im just single, STRAIGHT and waiting. (sing-aight-ing)

SIDETRACK.ive been practicing handstands.
weeee. only that i still tend to fall on weird curves..
but im gonna get it! i noe i will!
heeh. so happy for myself.
it felt nice when flipping arnd trying.
(altho i sound like a fish dying, but no im human trying breaking)

thts abt it.

The one thought.

2009-06-17T09:11:00.002+08:00

My thoughts this morning.

oh oh remember the time when you talk to.. nobody?
ok nvm, but do remember the time you were at the..
place where at.. you didnt go right cause someone simply forgot
to ask you right?
umm, how bout remember the time you saw that shoe.. then
it had this really nice sneaker look.. yea noone was thre to look...?

yea nevermind la. be loner better.

Time always does it.

2009-06-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

ive fallen in love with the movie trailer 'Fame'.
just cant wait for 24 sept to watch it.
im just gonna find peeps who wants to watch it with me.
heeeh.

i cant stop rmbring you.

i Like you jing jing.

2009-06-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

today, me spent day at the beach.
me there for celebrating irfan&iqbal 's birthday.
and have fun.

The frenzy peoplez that were thre was...
me,kim,nan,fit,aril,acap,iqal,irfan,liyana,nina,yat,muliani..
in addition, iqbal's guests. kinda fergot their names..
but i think its ezah and dinie. (sry if wrong)

we cut the cakes.took pictures,mostly acap took the pic arnd .
then we ate.. then we shared many jokes and funny stories.
( tiga kali..) lol.

the day turned out squashy.
i totally had no mood.. so bumped out abt ytd.
i feel like slapping his face. i feel like slapping her face.
i feel like hugging him. i feel slapping her twice.
i feel like hugging a boyfriend. i feel like dont have it.
cause i dont. duhhh. i feel alot right now. im so confused.

I think you're immature. im not saying im not..
but at least i realise how i should treat a boy. and also
know my facts.. i never treat a boy wrong. not even
the guy in my class which so disgusting.
Where as you? You disgrace man hood.

isnt it UNbelievable how many guys lie when wanting
to get close with a lady. but once you are in a relationship,
the guy turn shitty black coloured attitude.
And girls cant rely to on them to be happy for once.
and its unbelievable how the men that are great and good for ladies,
are either on the end of the place youre at, either they are lucky enuf
being happily married or broke and too ashamed to go out with ladies.
right Ladies?
(notice i mention boys/men/girls/ladies, these are to differ the kinds)

i dont now why.. but i realise im growing up fast.
physically & mentally. i guess no matter the date ur born on,
its up to yourself and in mind that could make it how fast you grow up.

Remember my name, im gonna make it to heaven.

2009-06-16T09:48:00.004+08:00

i dont feel like talking. simple says no mood |:
later gg out for a celebration witha few friends.
i just wanna share what ive been waiting to watch.
FAME,24 sep 09( some how im hoping to have a partner by then?)

im fine.

Since you moved on, i'll set to say
i have too. truly sorry.

Learning right from baby steps again.

2009-06-15T21:51:00.004+08:00

"Mom,Dad.. im sorry that i Dance.
i guess i cant let go that one part of me that loves dance."

ever since i wanted to dance again, bcause i regreted not continuing it.

Now im gonna start from scratch no matter my condition.
it is already official tht im getting classes right after end of yr. AND,
since i noe i can stand up straight .. im gonna try it inverted.
im tryna learn headstand and handstand. once then..
i wanna get use to trying THIS

once i can do the above..
i'll then try doing this.(below)

hehe. I dont giva "lovely thing" what one has to say.
cause im gonna push myself this time.
and its not abt anybody, this time its for me. and plus its a fun thing.
i enjoy it very very much.

okok byebye lovely readers.
just wanna say; Chi mie Chang Ga.
(what? its fun to say ;D)

You have no idea how i wish you noticed.
You have no idea what i felt when i walk by.
You have no idea how my face was super red.
You have no idea how i fall for your smile.
You have no idea how its the first time for me to not confess.
You have got to have some idea i exist right?
Please? Over the rainbow?

Even if you're so far away,

2009-06-14T22:39:00.003+08:00

so heres the breaking line.

I HAD THE BEST SHORT-MOMENTS DAY! Today.

Well, i certainly did not and will not ever
regret today. i dont care.. what others have to say.
i want to Thank these three guys who made my day.
BRYAN&GREG&LOUIS.
even tho halfway thru the day, i realised i was the only girl.
but you guys made it happen. haha haha.

And certainly made me happy to have had seen
the greatest thing on mind>>> Live.

oh and today, me and those three guys went to
watch a dance finals. 'to the street' Sg St Fest.
altho it started rather later than we thot..
but we enjoyed it, saw some couple of people tht recognised too.
And, seen interesting things. and very funny jokes.

thats abt it. summarise everything,
I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
SERIOUSLY VERY HAPPY.
SUPER DUPER UBER HAPPAY ;D

bye muahs, xoxo
i love you world
& the mother who gave birth to him.

i think he played with super elephant glue inside my mind,
than cant decide to come out yet. =DD

Lyle Beniga - Wale "NIKE BOOTS" choreo

2009-06-12T12:05:00.003+08:00

If you love dance, pause my musicbox
& watch this vid. ;q

i melt everytime i watch this vid.
Guys who dig that. damn, i'd fall for you.
hehs.

A Day spent with Bryan.

2009-06-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

Day out with bryan.

started with no clue and unawareness. plus bk breakfast.

Today we are the ' fashy-grey-cool-maintain people'. hehs.

shared many things. told manys things. heard many things.

haha. Everything was a mess bra.

Inside joke: 'Aku Sing-aight' / ' a ngahahangajajagaangaha'
'in my world...'/ 'kau-boil'/'ty =tai ape?' /so much moreeeeeee!!!
my stomach hurts laughing. haha.

You made my day laa dude. i will rmbr today haha. thanks.

Other than that. i really hoped i would get to bump into or see

someone.. but no avail.. someone was somewhre in spore not near me..
MAYBE. haha. keep thinking whre's someone, or what's somone doing now?

idk idk idk. i just wish someone would start noticing me from somewhre..over the rainbow?

teehee.

tc.

Hey boy, i miss you.

2009-06-10T23:00:00.004+08:00

PLANS?

11/6 tmr- have no idea?
12/6 Friday-no idea?
13/6 Saturday-breakfast w Hrllyn. &photog for contest.
14/6 Sunday- Fireworks at Yishun.(Closing of Arts Fest.)
15/6 Monday- out with nad&shaz. (free too)
16/6 Tuesday- bdae party. (free too)
17/6 Wednesday- Picnic at Marina Barage. (GDO)
.
.
.
21/6 Sunday- bro's engagement. =\

"dumdumdum.. " ~ thats abt it.

For FIREWORKS!!
ouuuh, i recommend all of you to come to yishun on Sunday 14/6, starts @ 8pm.
it'll be fun. it's a 45min show. 360 stage. cool huh.
on the plus side, you might bump into me. hahaha. we'll say hie!
(l0l) but true. okay.those going , see you then. COME OKAYY ;q

Hours & Hours of nothing.

2009-06-09T15:50:00.003+08:00

Quiz Type: 'What if your partner ask you to .. '

1.Go vegetarian?
-Maybe..

2.Appear on national TV?
-For him, sure.

3.Break the law?
-depends? haha kidding. of course no.

4.Change your Religious beliefs?
-Definite no, sorry.

5.Give up your favorite food?
-maybe, sure.. to a better food ;p

6.Get plastic surgery to change your appearance?
-Nope.

7.Wake up early every day?
-For him, sure i can.

8.Watch Really Scary movies with them late at night?
-Yeaaap, but i dont think i watch..coz the pillow cover my face.

9.Support their favourite sport Team no matter what?
-yea ,why not..

10.Change your friends you hang out with?
-nope.

11.Get a Tattoo?
No, because he'll ask me to remove again...

12.Get rid of all your Tattoos?
-i told you, he'd ask this.

13.Give up Swearing?
-Yes.

14.Quit Smoking?
-Done. like duhh.

15.Skip the annual ofice party?
-if he wants to..yeaa

16.Give up buying branded products to save money?
-hurhur, not promise but i'll try. hee ;q

17.Be a stay-at-home parent?
-sure, for him ;D

18.Live in the same house as your in laws?
-errr, kay sure for him.

19.Have 5 children?
-anything that makes him happy :)

20.Kiss him on the cheek everyday?
- for him? Suree :DDD

outside world; " Megan is a man with a vagina "
hah. random news.

Personal:
My hands really sweat when i think of you.
My heart beats loud and clear when you're in mind.
My cheeks could not be more cherry than ever thinking of you.
My world stops if i see you once or twice.
My feeling can never be more different than ever.
Can i just see you once more? the least?
i want to hear your voice for once..
unbreak my heart pls?

for you, <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

you're that guy.

2009-06-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

Check this out. just imagine if s'poreans has this. it'll be super cool. hha =p

hha.
i met a guy today =)
he seemed very nice.
byebye.

Choreography Passion.

2009-06-04T19:24:00.003+08:00

Favoured vids.

Two friends that was bored one day.

2009-06-04T18:01:00.002+08:00

today i met bryan.

in the morning we both had so much going on.
we ended up having big miscommunications.
thank goodness we were forgiving to each other.
Laughters were again alive for a moment in our lives today.
We both agreed, the world was against us. really.

we went so many places.
but we were very tired looking-cool-feeling bored people.
We settled down at starbucks. and read my new Elle Magazine.
we chatted of many things. but we were still a little down.
His sister joined us. we walkd around and went home.
because we were tired.

i am pissed with you mister. i dont know why, but its about time
you realised i dislike your attitude to be around me anymore.
i am the one who always trying to achieve and boost something up
so that you can do something. but no, you just had to be stuborn
a little more to piss me off. i am very disgusted to even look at
your face right now. im just saying im gonnatreat just like a friend,
a friend that 'don't sh!t about me' ... Goodbye ass face.
(lick my freaking ass if you want me to look at your face)

boy i cant get you off my mind.

2009-06-03T20:28:00.004+08:00

Aren't they just the dopest ladies? damnn.
i wanna meet them one day.

So today ntg particular just that i had class @sch.
then i ate late breakfast with Yumin,Kelly,Limin&Kaiwen.
then we bought some stuff.window shopped.kaiwen bought many stuff.

Funny Story, or maybe smelly story:
we went to the ntuc to buy things. turns out there was this stinking smell
that cannot be avoided to the whole market. the smell came from a waste
sewage overflow. the thing that made it even more disgusting from the smell
was i saw the flood came from where. (eeeeW) plus i saw the colour. and
the nearest aisle that was affected was the water/drinks & chocolate aisle.
such an unbearable smell to me. ouh and, oh my god i pity the poor uncle who
had to clean by himself. i hope the ntuc ppl give him extra salary bcoz of that.
everytime we got near abit by a distance to the flood, we went like
"WHoaaOh my god ?? cannot breathe...." hahahah. funny reactions of us.
whaaT? even other ppl there did that.

haha, nvm abt that. just another odd experience in life. Very odd.
pictures weretaken too. but i'll owe to upload it agn.
i cant upload pictures today. idk why. =r

wells. babies of the world i'll stop here.
gdbye my loviey dovies somewhere all over the planet.
Al-Azlan Shah, i think i like you.
can i just have a chance to see you?

B-Girl are cool &doper then B-Boy =P

2009-06-02T20:13:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday dear friend. look whose older than me now,
plus no longer waiting for her birthday. hehe. me chill jer ehs.
i wish the best in everything yeaah, be happy kays.. i know you
wont lose your way in anything. bcuz you have friends who support
you always dear. ;D love you hunns. -xoxo,naziela

Well i change the blogskin again. i was bored. sorry lar. nvm, this one im satisfied with.hehe
Congrats to faddies for achieving 2nd runner up for breathe cat a. wuuuh!
and i am still me over here sitting. just typing nonsense.. haha/

So anyways this a vid of B-Girl Shorty. she's cool &&& dope too me.
just check her out. shes one of my favorite B-Girls. (the best ones are Japanese ones!!)

k hope you enjoy. thats abt it.

ULTIMATE 2 :ALL AREA JAPAN VS TOP 9 by YOUVAL

2009-05-31T12:26:00.002+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT! dope shyt.

Live It Up Without Lighting Up!

2009-05-30T20:41:00.004+08:00

heyows.

Breaking news!
Fad Faction got into the finals for cat A.
Woooh! you guys did great. and the awesome Crew!
im sorry could not make it for tmr.
just when on stage imagine me down stage cheering DOPE!
i hope you guys win yaW!
luvs, support always on yur side.

thankyou:
`braaa; for supporting me abiit today. and all thee hi5s' that i wanted.
`faddies; make me laugh abt yur silly jokes. (kau BEDEEEERH kaper?!)
`and some others who donated smiles =D

Thats abt it. if have time tmr, i'll blog.
Go to fad faction's facebook to see the Breathe days' pictures.
tata.

Go Faddies, on Finals tmr!

Thank God its Friday.

2009-05-29T19:48:00.004+08:00

i became a NuffNanger. earn some cash by doing what i like.

so anyways. just so you know. im starting to hate the phrase
"relax . it will be okay."
Well, WILL IT ? WILL IT REALLY?
answer me now. if you can . ergf. shut up. nvm. forget it.

i hope tmr i can make it to see some laughter.
i dont want to be 'Bloody fool' right dad?
and plus i really miss my friends. =\

it'll be a short post. so devasted abt today'.
too much to be told in one day. haiz.

i felt like an innocent fly flew by, and suddenly this huge hands
come by to squash it. and then it almost died. but didn't, because
it still had a life. just only broken wings.
(in malay: hidup bernyawa terketil-ketil)

Im preety much down. sacarstic, not?
i make stupid jokes that doesnt work. it was too lame.
LAme i tell you. LAME. retarded.

less perfect than the past.

`goodnight oxygen breathers.
`good luck to h1n1 people that are affected in spore.

it killed me when all you could want to say was to curse me,
instead of asking if i was okay being late. you even said you "cared"
but you said i was a stupid bloody fool.
thank you. ='(

It's no longer funny when you're a family. its more of a fight sometimes.

2009-05-28T21:57:00.006+08:00

The main question that always come back.. WHY?

why must every single thing be unfair?
why must the sky be blue?
why you must Always follow others?
why people think it's a joke to life?
why they think life is a joke?
why people get infected by H1N1?
why the ice is cold?
why every human on earth has a mind?
why is there a wall here, and there?
why animals do sex in a weird way?
why do some humans do sex in a much weirder way?
why monkeys hate to be stared?
why gangters dont want to be stared?
why some people must be rude?
why some people are kind and too polite?
why my mom can dress the way she can last time,
then i cant now?
why my brother is born in that year?
why my phone is dying every half hour?
why does he have that weird hat?
why my siblings are irrtiating sometimes?
why the hell is eugene goh iritating usually?
why girls talk abt fringe, when i dont really do?
why is the planet round?
why scientist used to think the globe was flat?
why were there pirates?
why the pope denied abt islam?
why are there many languages?
why my computer can shut down automatically?
why did he liked me last time?
why he stared at me, and denied abt it?
why is she walking like that?
why did that dog wag its tail?
why did the dog&cat quarrell?
why the moon is nearer to earth?
why my life has to be like this?
why do i have so many questions?

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????
i want to know WHY?

urgh. just had a fight.
pms, damnit.
tired. tired.
sick sick sick.
urge on the pain pain pain.

goodbye oxygen breathers.
(careful dont breathe near h1n1 ppl)

well thats what you get for doing nothing.

Every hour by every second of each Day.

2009-05-27T19:28:00.003+08:00

Honestly i am Sick and tired of this pain.

So heres the thought, i want to be positive and happy,
but i cant even be okay abt it if it hurts too much inside.
Literally, it is inside. how much can i take this. 1 more week.
Blimey, but its paid for. damn it.

-`blahblahblah`-

[adding to the June-not-spent-as-holidays]
News from shaiful, work attachment at ycp.
wow, i kinda miss them. but i think they forgot.
never mind. it wouldnt be much a relation anyway.
Just experienced earned. Plus i have supplementary classes. (*clears throat*)
Greaaaat. (: Not. i have to anyway. promised to work Even harder.
Now even more things to do in june. weeee! [-.-?]
For now fullstop adding.

The jazzy phing i found out today,
Jovin and i like to choreo just not to a song.
we like to do it for ourself. and then, eventually
fit the moves into the song. ... ... ... ... ... ...
Never mind we are good people. right jOvin..

so im gg shopping tmr. yey.
im surprised somehow today mr ng was
answering fun words to me.

takecare oxygen breathers.
bye.

p.s Ferren, dont call me 3am in the morning just to tell me
about how ate your dinner. and put down the phone
and sms me abt how you went to sleep the nxt morn.
its just makes me miss more of talking to fun ppl for ike 123h

ANN's 2year anniversary

2009-05-26T21:28:00.003+08:00

i'll update tmr. too tired sorry.

HaPPY ANNIVERSARY NAD&AIRIE.
ITS SBF'S ANNIVESARY.
26 MAY. PIZZA HUT ;D

Tragedy will only bring you down.

2009-05-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

LALALA.

Thee picture of Shopaholic Duos.(airiee&me)
that pisture was taken ytd at sdc, we were waiting for jygt to start. 8D

anyways. nothing much happened today.Well something did but,
its not like im gonna talk abt it right. hahahahha-HAk =p
well some hints, we got back some of our exam scripts for checking.
and then i went buy stuff. (ahhh stress!,right jovin)
so soon after had to get back home real fast.

Skipping the whole appt i had.

Turns out today my smile is kinda slanted -.-
hahah, never-mind. i still can NOT eat. my dad was like eating
yumilicously infront me with his face.hmrf. Tak meNGApe?!
hehs. to a friend nowadays you cant call me this phrase anymore =PP
" lala! mengunyaaaa ajerr.. asyik mkn jer tauu-"
huahuahua =p. now you cant.

anyways, i have not much energy because i lost alot of blood today. =\
so i have to rest now. coz i also just ate a panadol extra. grr, it doesnt rili helps?
but advised to. nvm. i'll go sleep.

hope i'll feel better tmr. if not..........
sorry ppl who was hoping i'd come to the that thing you know.
super uber sorry. but i'll try to make it. kkkkk =D

i want to say ily to some ppl today.
Jovin, Airie, Irene, Jamie, Renee, Bryan, Louis
Ayuu, "aku-pass"(zaiba), chiaa, aril, MrTan eh,
mom, KakNad...

thats for now, we'll see who else tonight =D

gdnight yawl earthlink goobers.
xoxo

imy

You dont have to supersize them.

2009-05-21T18:33:00.005+08:00

SDC wasnt great but just fine. it wasnt so boring, coz i did have some laughs.
alot of pictures were taken.. but maybe next week i'll upload them.. coz its not with me now.
junyuan got talent was also wasnt great neither fun, but just okay. im not ganna vote tmr anw.
sometimes people change their minds.

i came home not knowing the security being there.i walk inside, there you were talking
with someone. sometimes i dont even know if you want me to be near.even if im here, you
wouldnt really spend time with me. its never simple and never easy for me. its always
not easy to breathe here. Literally im telling the truth, but you wont listen. you say you do.
but its obvious that youre thinking about something else while i tell you something. Always.
Another, your partner. he doesnt even really cares much about my circle.
neither do you, right? Nothing i say will ever save my self.
you got me setting it all downwards. you said you would know if your children are having problems or or just having a downturn. Well, hmm.
what are you seriously tryin to prove to me?
now i'll be quiet. i wont tell anyone. i'll keep it deep inside.
i cant breathe.. but i have to.

i really want you to be around me for now. because you used to tell me convincing things to more happier.
but now, you dont want it to be working. then i knew its not gonna be ever easy for us to be better knowing
knowing again. its gonna be hard. i always remind my close friends if one day youre gonna abandon me for
even a week, youre never gonna make me breathe easy. but i will rmbr you as an acquaintance.i guess.
just so you know, you were my last prick for trusting anyone. like a friend said to me today,
'why your life so sad one.' apparently it wasnt a question but a statement that was too true to
be even admitted. Guess what? even if i cant breathe anymore without you now, i again say i have to.
live your life the way its suposed to be. dont end up like me. ok?

Music addiction.

2009-05-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

BEP-Miss You. Concert in Fashion Rocks '08.
(the rolling stones)

Well, whaat? hhaha.i just felt like asking that.
HEy watchout..Dont judge me.im like humming the song. everywhere i walk now.
oh my God. im so easily addicted to songs. its like talking to me.(sometimes)
Well anyway, i watch Friends season 4 or 5.hmm?But the point was..
one of the episode was talking about new year's resolution.
That got me thinking, hmm why i didnt really have one this year.
Well at least i think i did,but i think i didnt really rmbr it much. ^-^V
hahah,lolx. anyways i might just think of a 'After-holidays-new' resolution.haha

Maybe?

So i just wanna get you boring people whose bloghopping around the internet.
Just dont wonder off to any other 'eherm' parts of the internet. kkkkk? be a gd person.
HAHA. hush nziela.shush.

So anyways..
i am currently just watching dance vids from youtube.
and chatting with peeps. and listening to songs.
thats abt it.

ouh and i miss my shopping duos. nxd&airiee. =r
hha.and erm, nothing. haaha.
ouh tmr im gg to the SDC. spore discovery centre. & of course with school.
so yeaah. okeh byebye now.

lalalala, i miss you so much.
i could just like hug you tight.
(if you let me/or ok nvm)

In the night, i hear them talk...HeeeeeeH!

2009-05-19T20:34:00.002+08:00

dum didi dum didi didi dum dum. 8D

i am so loving The fray & Kris Allen for singing cover/live for the song,

Heartless- KanyeWest. it is so addictive now.

So anyways, HELLO fellow earthlinks.

Today i have officially finished my exam papers.

and achieved to finish every question on my POA p2 & DnT pr.

I had a little fun abit. what an improvement from being sooo deplorably bad.

Well i least i know nobody could actually see anything wrong with me.

That's good right? Yea should be can. Because They wont ask me around anymore.

Its easier that way.nevermind, that's what you get for waking up to people like this.

So anyway, someone FreakinG lost my OSU-key. grrrrr, nvm ..

Bra! Remember, Cool people muke maintain. hahha. *maintaining* 8D

so bry told me how he expects of his girlfriend to be like. HHAHA.

its goes like ' hiphop-total bounce-supernice whacking-witha- dope style'.

hHahaHa, dont even start with tha wedds. me&jamie was like,

every invited guest must wear Dope style then can enter to his wedding.

then when walking down the aisle, both like dance down it.Flower Boy&girl like

does something too. i fergot. && i mentioned you both should say vows in rapping style.

Dope-supra- Shoes' couple. haha k. donwanna brag bout it. haha.

so tomorrow i wont go school. exam break.

i saw Ferren Vint today at PS. He was like ' WOW' when he saw me.

hahhaha. he said if hadnt had a gf, he'd take me out. HA-HA funny Ferren.

god i miss him. and he's a lyrical hiphop dancer student in NZ. so iwaa like..

Dammmmn boy, get away from me. haha. luckily i took his number. pheeww.

call ya soon Ferren. hahaha userbee Mr Vintious.

Okayyy i now feel like i dont wanna.. hrmm ok Fullstop.

xoxo 8D

Naziela

Give me some time. Now that i think i should hold on.

But the thing is would you accept me when i get more complicated..

ok nevermind, i understand if you dont want to.

i like to hide my complications anyway.

Mwl.

June holidays, aint no holiday spent.

2009-05-18T22:20:00.005+08:00

heyo earthlinks.
early this morning ive been a happy goober. i disturbed Mr-not-panda i think.
heheh sowey! but it stop since i read someone's blog. that person is such a blow off.(upYours)

niwaes. i heard that there are 4 cases of H1N1 at malaysia oredi.
and one of 'em is at Johor. Oh my, getting nearer. and maybe soon if it gets worst..
Singapore will have one, and even worse>> turns to red light, and No School bby! 8D
Hahaha. so ok never-mind.

So ive been talking to bryan abt Sekola O. hrm, im gonna start from scratch.again..
i dont wanna showoff.so im just gonna learn more choreos by then. so umm i kinda,
rechecked my schedule for this June. && it seems so packed.hurhur.. i need to payback
things. i need to run errands. i need to go send people. i need to clear up files. i need to
teach a few. i need to learn coOk more recipes. tsk. and i want to need for Oschool.dammn.
im gonna need to fit stuff. i need to help mom deco for bro's engagement. i need to SLeeP.
i am in need for helping hands. well thats off the list since nobody.. ok nothing.
Hilarious isnt it. thats is not even half my list of To-Do(s). 8]

so umm. im currently mugging last piece for tmr's last pprs. principles of accounts paper 2
and, design & technology paper. its okayy, its both 2h each. i'll be stuck there for 4 hours.
erm, its okaaay. someone tell me its gonna be okay? its my first time for design&tech ppr.
and poa too. oh dear almighty by all means all mercy from you, give me strength to use
the best out of my brains for these two pprs. 8D i'd appreciate that alot. hehe.

okay im gonna go now. Konichiwa b!tch3s/Je Veux Te Voir.
bryan, you got me addicted to Yelle and Robyn.
hahaha.
duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude , iLoooooooooveYa mannnnnnn~

Rule #2: Organise your heart felts.

goodness gracious,
mwl-naziela.

-
i think i like you.
maybe thats why the dreams
said i could hold on to you.
but you pulled my dress >:[
nvm, at least you were with me falling.

Fashion, Editor in chief.

2009-05-17T22:24:00.003+08:00

American 'Marie Claire' editor Joanna Coles:
The First Lady of the house of Hearst

gosh i really look up to her. i wanna be just like her. No matter how stressful it would be
having to be editor of one of the worlds' high fashion industries' magazine, oh my if
the heart loves it, the mind would love to do it. right?

I wanna be an editor of a magazine company. or maybe even just a editor in chief, that be my biggest dream.. As an editor you could just achieve anything? maybe. and with a click,
people have to listen to you no matter what. on plus side, its what you love,
you'll do it for your life.

Although i noe i said i want to be a Fashion critic, well i'll be. i'll just wanna achieve all those.
Every aspect of it.

For example, if meet maybe Tony Testa? or just a local dancer. ask them,if youre offered
the biggest dancing company, would take it and dance your way like theres no tomorrow?
i bet every each of them would say yes. i bet they would support the stress because they're
doing something they love so much. ' Dancing with youre feet is one thing, Dancing with with heart is another' right?

Its all about how you want it. how youre able to set youre mind to it.
Joanna Coles, i salute you. you are The successful women. wooh!

thats for today.goodbye.

Rule #1: Set your mind to follow your heart.

battlefield-JS

2009-05-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

Don't try to explain your mind I know what's happening here One minute, it's loveAnd, suddenly, it's like a battlefield One word turns into a Why is it the smallest things that tear us down My world's nothing when you're gone I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no These times when we climb so fast to fall, again Why we gotta fall for it, now...I never meant to start a war You know, I never wanna hurt you Don't even know what we're fighting for Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield Why does love always feel like Can't swallow our pride Neither of us wanna raise that flag, If we can't surrender Then, we're both gonna what we have, oh, no Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no These times when we climb so fast to fall, again I don't wanna fall for it, now...I never meant to start a war You know, I never wanna hurt you Don't even know what we're fighting for
Better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)I guess you
We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh) And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield I never meant to start a war Don't even know what we're fighting for I never meant to start a war Don't even know what we're fighting for...

drowned being told useless.

2009-05-16T19:49:00.003+08:00

some pictures i found.
first few are some 3d sidewalk illusions.
its better you click to enlarge and see it better.

hoped you enjoyed it.

and hrmm, im starting to say ' your right irene' everytime i watch HappySlip.

haha. she is kinda a lil bit me.and im a lil bit her. what the S.

anw. shes a cool person too, i can say.. okok.

check this vid of her. to me its haha a cool tip vid.

okey dokes, goodbye for now... okey you can go now..
no really you can stop reading now..
okaay dude this isnt funny, so like you could like not read now...
DUDE? stop staring and readin this tsk. what the H..? stop?
okeyy fine, im gonna leave you here decide yourself.
dude. bye. hha.not funny.

i actually felt that you were like the

sweetest guy i ever met and that

i never wanted you to decide to not

be serious about me. sometimes,

i ponder that i shouldnt have said okay to

your decision to be close friends only. because

honestly, i was about to fall for you.in a way?

but i listened and realised you said you'd be much happier that way..

but somehow.. you're getting distanced. ive been thinking alot.

and suddenly faults began to appear..and then the world spun backwards,

and both of us are wrong to each other. i regret so much.

but as long as you're happy.

i'll try to be.

with much concern -naziela

she's now alone again.

2009-05-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

"she knows about it. can it be more killin ?"

"the thingy thing thing was point fingers, author's fault."

"dont ask for her if you dont want it to be closer with her.
she gave the second chance. it was clear."

"what have mercy thrown upon me, same old damn things."

"you ppl livin with me certainly do not see me even as a pillar in this household.
only as one status above servants."

" i don't know how to trust you. i saw what she said. that disappointed me alot
about you. if dont see it yet, you just embarrased me. even towards my oldbestfriend.
You tell me now how am i suppose to relax and calm down when you keep
bringing me down too? i told my deepest secret. im so scared to let go to someone i told that.
have you ever thought it was easy for me? i have been trying too. now how bout you
just go around tellin close ppl what i did. now go on. i can admit imma fool.
i just hope you reliase you just mistook a misgiving to have let me did this to myself.
i just thought you should know that.. "

earthlinks who just might hold on to me somewhere on the earth, please i give my most
luck in saving me to livin back my life. xo -naziela

[how that wish was hanging in my heart, a saving hand]

too bad, it might be e last one.

2009-05-15T15:58:00.004+08:00

the word that starts & ends with a T.what is it?
reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety.

mims, stop singing its alright to me.its not anymore.

disconsolated over and over again.

its like something or someone just use the biggest kitchen knife
and cut open my chest area and pulls open like an autopsy and
just keep stabbing right into the heart or like spilling hot poisonous
toxic acidic thang into it. and then when just feels like stopping,
it somehow just put back the skin chest area back,
and then sorta let a huge scar leave there and then walks away
with a sardine face, and then i walk behind and then someone
shot me in the back of my spine.and its like i turned around
a floating gun pressed on my right side of the forehead.
and then someone from behind grabs me and threatened with a
brand new killing knife. its so shiny it reflected sunlight into my eyes.
at the corner of my eye, i can actually see a group of killing weapons
charging towards me...

and did i mention that was not a dream? and it is how it would look like
if all the reality misgivings would not hide in disguises.

How deplorably bad it might seem. i don't want to be melancholy,
But letting it be is making me a fake person to being H_ppy.
nevermind. here it goes...... i have to get use to it.again..

i might take this one phrase from a good listener..
" You just let it be. "

i might.

zipping that happy mouth.
Naziela.

i always thought not all guys are same,

they are all different eachself,

but some just had to prove me wrong.

You belong with me =r

2009-05-14T19:25:00.007+08:00

"Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you're fine, i know you better than that

Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that i'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see? "

Mwl. naziela.

tha tha tha -thongs..lolx

so heyow earthlinks. so today i had my mye,combined science,physics ppr.

phuuuh, what a tire... some of the question, or shud i say..ok nvm..

well the point was, some of them were like tricking ur brain cells to the max.

after reading one sentence, you'll like go " err..asking or telling me?"

i know like what the H kannnn. takper takper... but i thank god, for making it a fine ease breeze to do it! wuuh. hehe who wanna come join me watch late night movies?

who wants to call me? who wants to sms? come come come.

(that ans to some of you who has been asking me.you know who you are)

hahhaha.

anyway. i accompanied someone who just got older by a year to buy a speaker and mp4.

sedeeh seh, tak credit i showed him the shop that can sell lower price. pfffsht. takper.

anywho.then we ate,then we chatted ALOT. and laughed like foolishly on simple things.

ok maybe that was just jamie most.hahaha. then next.. we slacked awhile. and then went home.

at home. P-F-F-T-S-H-T-X. wont explain. i agree with bryan's parents post. seriously sia.

F-

ok gdnightios earthlinks.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SULAIMAN!

2009-05-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SULAIMAN.
THE GREEN IS THE IN THING.HAHA. SO ERM TODAY IS MAN'S BIRTHDAY.

HAHhK MY DEAR FRIEND IS NOW ONE YEAR OLDER ALREADY.

this is just a birthday post for you. the Present, taddaa.you know oredi =DD

im glad you liked it. hehehehe takecare manymany man. hope all youre wishes and results are in great hands and comes true.. =D

(ps; maybe on your 22nd birthday i'll get you the nike sneakers)

ok im so very tired lately. right jovin? right bryan?
no energy even though sch may end quick at day. STILL?
nevermind laaa. im gonna go set alarm and go to my wonderland.
ma land of pillows! WoooohOoh. haha crapz-
ok nights. i'll just update two days after tmr. or just after exams end.
Me is so Penat.

takecare earthlinks.
MWL Naziela.

i think i like you again?

what abt you?

i want to break free.

2009-05-12T21:59:00.004+08:00

tomorrow will be an ease thru day, i hope. coz i only have chemistry ppr and done.i just hope i can score today history ppr.. for my combined humanities.coz i know i won't score for my ss. so i just hope so much that my history goes well marked.

so umm, today after sch, had breakfast with jamie. then went home to change i went out back to study wit jovin &bry &irene.then hafway met sulaiman. and then 5+, me &irene, "AI LIIIN",haha.just had to do it.oh yea, me &her then went to town... HOME TOWN. hahaah lols retarded. then i reached home lorr.As alot of us today mentioned.. It is so very tiring. keep sleeping off . such an irritating mood.

Last night i was very down. my flu when soooo Terok can? then i had a hard time to sleep..i ended up sleeping on the tissue box, coz like every time i woke up coz of sneeze.. i'll just pull out a piece of tissue from it.hahaha. but seriously. ok ok nvm. i then woke up at almost every three hours in the night. hurhur, i can imagine jamie saying.. whoaaah so sedastic. hha.

i'm trying to get the photos that were taken at changi. by the Nikon D40. haha, its half belonged to greg. lols. those were the only new phtos i 'ce taken of myself.hahahah. i need them greg!!
give it to me! heh. anws, i'll try to upload them soon.

well im just so no mood so much that this morning i couldnt bare to talk to anyone i saw. cause i noe they wont help. they only talk.but wont really help. sorry, you guys noe its true right.. haish.
nEvER MiNd.

hate is too strong a word. so im gonna use..
i really really really dislike reality?
hmmf, who'd agree?

MWL-Nazilah.

It was not broken, only sold for $5. You fooOL-

2009-05-09T23:38:00.004+08:00

today after tuition i met bryan. to buy art stationery.
after buy the Stationery.
b4 that, let me tell the story of a fooOL seller.
bryan wanted to buy an ipod hard cover.it was black.
we asked for the cost, the seller responded, "Twuelve lollar"
i giggled. bryan went on asking if he could try it on, shud be can.
when trying the cover on, the seller took off the cover b4 putting
in the ipod.. SUDDENLY! i witnessed the lock part of the cover BROKE.
it even has a sound! and THEN. the Seller blame the ipod for breaking it!
Which is when, neither me nor bryan touched the cover!! then she ask her colleague
if bryan has to pay. he had to pay $5, so we dcded okey we'll pay for "damage".
Then after wards we askd if bryan would be given the "broken" ipod cover.
then yeaa.coz they THOUGHT cannot be fixed or sell. so consider we bought for $5.
hhahaha. the thing was.. We tried the cover onto the ipod, it still can be used.
it was tight on silled.HAHAHA. bodoh kepe? You FooooOOoL. haha.

on the way back tampines..
me& bryan made a new lyrics for circus song.
it goes like this..

Hanya dua orang dalam dunia,
Ade yang entertain
ade yang tengok,
tapi aku orang yang nak entertain,
tak suka dudok blakang,
tapi nak depan..
Aku macam ring leader,
tukang tembak,
Aku bunga api
aku buat panas,
angkat satu concert..

Sarkes- Bryziela.
(fyi sarkes=circus,in mly)

LOL. ROFLMAO!!! Bryan youre killin me man!
hahahaa

ok my sore throat is like makingme go like
"urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhghghghhhhhhh!??!?!!?"
haha. PLUS my feets are so tried from todae's long shoping with bryan.
but worth it right bry?
hahahaha

im expensive, bcoz im MWL whaat/

Made with love,
naziela

Croc Sheild from bryan.

2009-05-04T22:03:00.006+08:00

so the pictures above is the the croc keychain bryan give me!!
cool and fun at the same time. haha thanks manymany!

this thing made my day..hahaha really.

im so messed up. sorta? i felt happy when my maths teacher asked
who started revision since march, i did i did! haha
woooh imma cool person. someone admit imma cool person.

ok im currently digging out all my maths notes like in pprs..to file in.
i totally been buzy revision thru books..i forgot abt files? tsktsk.
so im gona go now. byebye.

oh not yet. i just wanted to say. i fell in love with LookBook.nu/
coolios to the max way after max.hahha
me bry thot of bringing out our retardness of being fashion wise..
and share with the beautiful world.. hahaha idk laaa

see yaww earthlinks.

xo
Naziela

Shoshanna Lonstein

2009-05-03T20:30:00.005+08:00

heylo earthlinks of the beautiful world.

that' her.

Shoshanna Lonstein.

i admire her alot, like a whole lot.

She has inspire me so much.

she designed so many dresses, my type.

She's thee Fashion Designer that i would personally love to meet.

maybe a dream come true too if working with her. Wowh?

haha. isnt she great, preety,beautiful,sophisticated. haaaaa =}

check out her Fall 2009 line:

http://www.shoshanna.com/Galleries/Fall2009/default.asp?p=Fall09

isnt it preety?

enuf said. today was not spent well.

even tho i watched project runway till the end episode..

nope, wasnt soo fun at all.

pfft. angry at myself.

well realised at june im almost FULLY booked most of the days every week?

dum dum dum~ -_- nvm-

so umm. okeh byebye.

Nazie

i almost wanted us to work out and you noe.

but nevermind, i guess you didnt want to. its ok.

should i spell goodbye?

Designing isnt easy.

2009-05-02T13:32:00.013+08:00

Below are some pictures i took of which is my designs ive done.
i just wanted to share, so dont judge it.unless youre a fashion critic.
but if its nice..heeh gee thanks. lols. ive still to work on it, like puttin in colours.

there are more. but im tired to upload it.haha.

byebye.

Love&Sex&Magic

2009-05-01T18:48:00.005+08:00

i just love JT's beats! <3

__________________________

so there's this picture i found of us.

from left. (nadd,me,nabilah,airie,nany)

we wore red to support a grp, not bcoz national day.

hahaha! i miss that day, it was rili fun.

and i miss gg arnd with tht camera belonging to greg.

so anyways here's todays update.

i met kamil for awhile, i had a fun adventure with him.

wanna noe whats' it???

we went from the first floor of tampines 1,

and round round all the way up to the fifth..using escalator.

and we went down the same way..but on anothr side of escalator.

until the basement, we went out of the mall. WOOOWH.

Fun or whaat? (sacarstic)

skipping that afterwards..

i went home strait..bored.mendak or wtv.

ate chips and drank apple tea while watching

Britney Spears : for the record.

i still admire her as a singer. i respect her to be honest again.

wooowh! go britney. shes a really fun and strong person.

i totally salute her awesomeness...!!

hahahha.

and i wanna be like her, a successful women.

and on the plus side we have something in common..

we like to happy and hate being angry.

we chose not to be negative..even tho we noe the

oblivious negative is right thre. we would be angry at ourselves

if we didnt have fun tht day, even if its in a secret way.

-sigh- just my luck huh.

anyway. i am who i am, say all you want..

but i noe im honest and i noe there are some on my side..

and they will support me from behind. =)

with hearts

Nazie

i actually wanted you to be with me and go thru the hardships

even tho its not gona be supporting.

all i wanted was you to be happy. im ok with it then..

they say im weird, but its bcoz im acting.

haish. its complicated.

singapore is never cold.

2009-04-30T20:47:00.003+08:00

ONE
principal todae is sooo stressing on abt the swine flu..
which is in simpler form, pig flu.
so thats why ever single day students must take temperature.
and told to not shake hands..
hahah,funny thing me&myfriend wondered how they sneezed..
we were like exampling it.. " ahhh-oiink" instead of ahh-choo. xD
hahah, no offense..just wanna smile at tht moment.

TWO
my dear Big TickleH Ears went to malays1a. hurhur i miss him.
i noe he miss me too, no not action..he told me.hahahah! =\
lols. see you on monday bry bry tickleH.

THREE
CONGRATULATIONS TO AHMAD KAMIL BIN ALHMADI AL HAJ!
YOU finally GOT INTO NAFA! wooos. ok ok dah.
i dont melebih abt your happiness at my blog. hahah whoahyea! xD

FOUR
i am so nervous for.. nvm. so far only louis noes whats it abt.
thenthen.. tmr labour day, im gg out to teach airie.ithink.
well, teaching someone is also studying too..like sorta revision. =D
hehe. (to kamil, imma cool teacher)

ok thts abt it for todaes update.
sry nxd, i'll update abt todae some other time.hahaha

(p.s. to JOvin, muahmuah muah muah muah. on your phone!)

Sharing the laughing gas.

2009-04-23T21:26:00.002+08:00

im gonna share my three of my favourite to laugh at..

but jutst so you know, every episode of whose line is it anyway

and Friends are my all-time favourites.

these are one game only: Sit,bend,stand.

roflmao!

toodles earthlinks.
pray for the best for me for my exams yes *-o
*winks*

with love nazie

the tear in your eyes.

2009-04-22T20:44:00.002+08:00

First video:Global Warming.
The tick video.
People People, i know you dont wanna die ..
so why not take 60 secs to load and view this 30sec video.
its takes 30 secs of your life just to hear a voice to remind yourself, save yourself.

Second video: The Little Things in Life.
it's always the littlest things in life that could make you live.

i hope you enjoyed it. and i wish you knew how i felt.
but my dream was made empty. =r

goodbye earthlinks.
imysm my old friend.

with ♥
-Nazie